LOVE IS SELFISH

chapter five

Alexander POV

It been a week since Jacob saw me and Noah kissing, and he been acting weird he's probably disgusting about me liking guys instead of girls.

"You not gonna talk about it" Jacob ask.
When it was only me and him in the house.
I look at him and just shook my head. "Alexander" he yelled.
"Jacob there's nothing to talk about".
"Is that why you been so strange lately, you didn't just started feel like that did you".
"JACOB" I yelled "it doesn't matter OK it the way I feel and I'm always gonna feel like that and you or anyone can't stop it".
"Alex why would you want to stop it".
"I don't want people to reject me OK".
"Alex" he say in a soft voice. "NO JACOB" I yelled at him. "save your concern for someone else".
I can't believe he have the nerve to act like he give a shit about me or anything that was going on with me.
"Alex you need to start talking to someone it not good to-"
"To what Jacob not be happy or keeping things inside".
"Keep your bullshit for someone else I deal with my problem on my own fucking self.
"Alex- "
"You didn't give a fuck before so don't  act like you do now".
I walk out of the kitchen and went up to my room, only to hear Jacob following me up there.
When we got by my room he push me inside.
"come on Jacob stop" I beg him.
He lock the door and push me on the bed, he jump on top of me and whispered "I do care" in my ear.
He started kissing me from my ear down to my neck and up to my lips and whispered "come on Alex kiss me" when I refuse to open my mouth.
"Jacob stop please" he stop when he saw that I was serious.
"Why you don't want to kiss me?" He ask.
"No it not that I don't want to kiss you, I just don't want to have sex OK".
"Alex I'm not gonna force you to do anything you don't want to, now just kiss me please" he beg closing his eye and putting his lips on mine.