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Chapter 5 - The Perfect Girlfriend
I ran to the smoking area, outside the school.
I don't want to live.
I took out a cigartte and lighted it.
Life isn't fair with me.
I looked at my arm, it was bleeding slightly. I just took out some tissues and cleaned it.
Tissues.. washroom.. Harry.
Shit. Harry! How could I forget?
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I called him immediately. He picked up after 3 rings.
"Hello?" He answered. My heart picked up a beat.
"Hey, are you out?" I sound so stupid. I am stupid.
"You're the one that.." He doesn't know my name.
Of course he doesn't.
"Yeah. I'm." I interrupted him.
"Where are you?" He asked.
Why is he still being so sweet to me after I just practically left him in hell?
"I'm uh.." Was in the god damn smoking area, having my third cigarette today. It's just 11 and already I've done 3. I usually do 2 daily but today. It just harms me. If it kills me, I'll happily accept. I don't have a reason to live already.
"I'm at the parking. Come fast." He ordered.
"Okay.." What do I do now?
"Meet you there babe." And he hung up.
Babe
My whole body was on fire.
This all seems a blur and unreal happening to me.
Is he that fast with everyone?
Wait he has a girlfriend.
What was I thinking?
He has a perfect girlfriend.
Fuck. And there goes today's fourth fag. I can't even control myself now.
I didn't even finish the fourth one. I just took a smoke out of it and stepped on it.
Thoughts of me being with Harry cloud my mind. Then get replaced by Jennifer. Breaking all my theories apart.
Do not cry again.
I'm gonna get a smudge free eyeliner today. I swear this one sucks.
I got up from the bench and sprayed mouth freshener to ditch the smoking smell.
I slung my backpack over my shoulders and started walking towards the parking lot and saw Harry sitting on the front of his Range Rover.
I took a deep breath and walked towards him.
Here we go.
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