Chapter seven: Attraction
He smiled at me once and my heart leaped, he touched my hand for a second and I felt loved, his eyes watched mine with so much intensity before his lips brushed against my neck, sending waves of pleasure through my body. I closed my eyes and melted into him, my hands running through his soft hair.
He pulled me closer to him, the space between us too much; I moved off my seat and straddled him. He caressed my face for a moment just to look at me I smiled at him a loving smile. I closed my eyes and leant in to kiss him once again.
“Oh Sam” he groaned
Oh Phoenix
I thought in the moment, I froze against him pulling myself back.
“Are you alright? You look a little pale” Jessie asked confused on why I had stopped, I shook my head.
“Yeah I'm good” I said leaning back in to give him another kiss.
I ran my fingers through his hair
Jessie,
I repeated in my mind over and over
Jessie,
His hands run all the way down my back and across my thighs
Jessie,
I deepened the kiss
Jessie,
I groaned in pleasure
Phoenix,
I froze again and moved back slightly, all of a sudden his phone peeped, he looked at me apologetically and pulled it out of his pocket, I smiled at him and ran my fingers through my tangled hair. I pulled my body off his and moved back to the passenger seat of his car.
“Sorry” he said and checked the message, his face went serious for a moment and then he looked back up at me “I have to go, it's important, do you mind if we cut this a little short?” he asked me suddenly.
“It’s fine, Jessie” I answered, he smiled and leaned over and caressed my face pushing a strand of hair behind my ear. “You owe me”
“I had a great date” Jessie said, smiling at me “How did I get so lucky” he whispered.
I smiled slightly and kissed him again lightly “Do you want me to drive you home?” he asked. I shook my head. I really needed to smoke, I really, really needed one, so the walk will do me good and satisfy my nicotine cravings.
“I’m good with walking, it's not far. See you at school?” I asked with a grin, he rubbed a hand through his hair.
“Wouldn’t miss it for the world” he said “Now I have a reason to go”
I kissed him once more, placing tiny pecks all over his face as I squirmed backwards opening the door and climbing out, I shut the door and I waved at him for a moment until he pull out of the parking space.
Once the car had turned the corner I threw my bag down and screamed in the middle of the street, I had been holding that in since the thought about Phoenix passed through my head. What the hell was I thinking? Phoenix isn’t Jessie; they are two completely different people.
“Get a hold of yourself and your lady parts Sam, before you fuck things up” I said to myself ignoring the questioning looks I was getting off people as I picked my bag back up and walked down the street lighting a cigarette in my mouth.
I was almost home when I felt it, the tingles screeched down my arms and back, I froze for a moment and flinched at the burning. What the hell is wrong with me? I screamed to myself inside my head.
