Our Two Hearts Beat As One- The fantastic foursome

Chapter 5

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Phil's POV

"Ouch."

I opened my eyes and found Dan laying on the floor next to his bed.

"My back.. Ouch." He said trying to stand up but failing.

"Oh my god are you alright?" I started laughing.

"Stop laughing at me you twat." He started to laugh. "You are the reason I fell." He looked at me from the floor. Still laying on his back.

"What..?" I said looking around.

How did I got to Dan's bed? Did I slept here? What happen last night?

Uh-oh. Is it..? Nahh..

It can't be.. He's gone.. He can't come back.. He's gone.. He can't come back.. right?

"Oi! get up from my bed!" Dan said at me. he stand up and looked at me.

I got up quickly.

"What do you want to eat?" Dan asked me while walking to the kitchen.

"I'm not hungry.."

"wHAT DID YOU JUST SAID?!" He started yelling at me. In ironically way, of course. "COME OVER YOU LITTLE SHIT AND CHOOSE A FUCKING CEREAL!" He smiled with his little dimple.

"No, Dan really. I'm not hungry." I said noticing he didn't have his shirt on. Did he was shirtless like this all night? Ugh I can't remember.

"Okay." I could feel Dan's eyes staring into mine.

I raised my eyes to see that I was right.

We looked at each other for something that looks likes forever to me.

He's eyes was brown, but those brown that you can't stop staring at them. they were so beautiful. He was beautiful.

Wait... what?

"So.." He said, breaking the eye contact we had. "What we are going to do today?"

"Umm.. well.. Pj going to be in London today until noon.. we can hang out a little" I said.

"Okay.." Dan said while putting his cereal into the bowl. He looked a little bit down.

"Hey.." I said touching his shirtless back. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah.. I'm fine.." I knew he was lying but if something is wrong Dan tells me.. He'll tell me.


"I'm going to shower" I said.

"Okay" He replied.

I walked to the bathroom. I really liked to shower. I liked the freshening feeling you have when the water hits you for the first time. I liked the smell of the shampoo or soap. I liked the privacy too. It's just you and the water. And the blade, in my case.

I entered to the bathroom and locked the door.

There is one thing I don't like showering is that all the thoughts that I tried so hard to hide from my mind come to life every time I looked myself in the mirror.

Wow, Phil you are ugly. I opened the cupboard under the sink.

You are very fat you know? bottom level under the extra shampoo that no one ever touch.

Phil, you are still alive. Oh bother, Guess you didn't realize how hopeless you are.. Here he is. I found a box full of them. It's probably belong to Dan. I don't know what he do with that and I'm not going to ask him. He'll ask me why I ask him and I'm really bad at making an excuse.


like seriously how idiot you are that you don't understand that no one wants you anymore. I watched how the strip that I just did with the blade on my skin becoming red. First drop, second drop, I guess It's always need to come to this.

Silent. Only silent. The world is shut down and I'm numb. I placed the blade on my wrist.

The silent is so peaceful and beautiful.. Like Dan.

What?

I wish I could stay this way forever but I finished my shower.

While I put my hoodie I notice I did only one cut.

Am I recovering?

Hahahaha.. Me?! Recovering?! Hahahahaha.. Now that's funny.


I was about to make the second cut, and then I thought about Dan and then.. I've finished.

Wait.. is that mean that Dan.. Saved me?

No. I just was so paniced about thinking of Dan. That's it.

When I came out of the shower I found Dan sitting on the sofa staring at the wall.

"Is everything okay?"

He looked at me and said:

"Phil, we need to talk".

Oh-uh.



Dan's POV:


"No, Dan really I'm not hungry." Phil said.

"Okay." I said staring at his eyes.

They were so beautiful. Phil were beautiful. Yes, I think Phil is beautiful and cute.

But I'm not in love with him or anything. He is my best friend.

He raised he's look and our eyes met.

Blue against brown we were staring at each other.

I could stand there all day and just get lost in his eyes but I knew I needed to wake up.

"So.." It was hard but I broke our eyes connection. "What are we going to do today?"

"Umm.. well.. Pj going to be in London today until noon.. we can hang out a little" Phil said.

"Okay." I said putting my cereal into the ball.

Wait.. My shirt is.. Less.

I quickly looked at my wrist. No no no.

"Hey," Oh nooo. "Are you okay?" He asked me.

"Yeah.. I'm fine." I said. Why am I bad at lying?

"I'm going to the shower." He said. I felt something removing from my back. Did.. He.. Touched me?

"Okay." I replied.

I watched him going to the shower until the door closed.

Ugh.

I just lay down on the couch leaving my cereal bowl in the kitchen and just think.

Think about nothing. Just nothing. Everything, every though s just floating in my head and I think of nothing.

I was there and thought of this morning and about last night.

omg omg omg omg. I can't believe I slept with Phil. Amazingphil and I shared a bed together. omg omg omg.

Yes, I'm still fangirling about the fact that I live with my favorite youtuber.

I really like him but not as a like like him. Just really really like him.

I got up from my laying passion to a sitting one.

I know that there is no spiders because it's not only winter, we have spray against them.

Did he lied to sleep with me? Of course he lied but.. Why he lied?

"Is everything okay?" Phil suddenly stand next to me.

"Phil we need to talk." Those words coming out of my mouth with no control.

Do I really want to know why he lied?

"Okay.." He looked a bit worried.

I make him a place next to me on the sofa.

"What is it?" He asked looking down at the floor.

"Well," I started, looking for a words to say. "About last night.."

"I'm sorry.. I should sleep on the sofa, I promise that tonight I'll sleep here if this will happen again." He said.

I looked at him.

"What will happen again?" I asked him

"Nothing."

"Phil"

"Nothing."

"Phil!"

"NOTHING YOU TWIT NOTHING!!!" He punched me in the arm.

"Phil!" I said holding my hand. Looking hurt.

"Omg I'm so so sorry are you okay? I'm so sorry!!!" He said nearly start to cry. He is so adorable.

I started giggling until he notice I was pretending. Then I started laughing.

"You are the worst person ever." He tried calming himself down. Which make me laugh harder.

"I hate you." He said and I stopped and looked at him.

Suddenly, He wrapped his arm around me.

"Thank you" He whispered to my ear.

"Why do you thank me?" I hugged him back.

Before Phil could answer he's phone started to ring.

I was letting him go and he turned around and answer.

I couldn't hear what Phil said in the phone because I was too surprised.

I could still feel his arms around me. It felt good.

"Dan." Phil said.

"Pj in the hospital. Chris is hurt."

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