Our Two Hearts Beat As One- The fantastic foursome

Chapter 9

Phil's POV:

"Can we finish our talk now?" Dan asked

Shit

I acted like I didn't heared what he just said and chewd my toast quitly hoping he won't ask again

"Phil" Dan said.

I felt like my heart stopped beating and swallowed the toast.

What do i do? I can't ignore from him forever..

I raised my look from my toast to him.

Damm those eyes will be the death of me

stop Phil stop!

"Where did we stopped?" I asked but I knew exctley what happened.

"Oh yeah, I almost told you the thing i tried to hide from you since the day I met you because I'm a jerk who can't handle my problems" I thought.

I was stressed. really stressesd. but I smiled.

"Phil," Dan said.

The way he say my name..

NO STOP

"That's okay Phil I know..-"

"WHAT?!" I stopped him

Shit

He looked at me in shock.

"What what?" He asked me

Shit

"What do you know??" I asked him with anger. I tried to calm but I couldn't.

That's it.

He's going to leave me.

"I know that it's hard to see Chris like that specially because you are such a good friends and-"

I sigh in relief.

"Why? what do I need to know?" He asked.

Goddamit.

"Umm.. Nothing.. Umm.. I just thought.."

"Never mind." Said Dan with poker face and walked away.

"...okay." I said following him with my eyes.

He looked a bit.. Wrong.

I wanted to stop him and ask him if he's okay but I didn't say anything and let him leave the room.

Did I said something?

Well, you are not the best person to for a talk.. Specially when all you're answers are "what" and "nothing"

"Yeah you right" I replied to myself out loud.

Thanks to god that Dan is not here to hear me talking to myself.

I sighed. I sat down on the sofa, I couldn't eat my toast and turn on the TV to watch adventure time trying to forget a little this crazy day.

Dan's POV:

"Why? what do I need to know?" I asked Phil.

The look on his face.. His eyes makes me wanna die.

wait.. no.

I didn't even heard what Phil was talking about.

I said "never mind" with a the "pokerest " face I could do while my thoughts streamed into my mind.

I walked out of the room leaving Phil behind probably confused or worried or relief or I don't give a fuck.

I entered to my room shutting the door behind me and jumped on my bed.

I could feel my heart beats getting faster and faster.

I tried to hid it for so long from myself and now I just know I can't do it anymore.

It happened before and I got over it. But in the last few days..

The worst is just around the bend and I can't shake this feeling that I have.

I started moving toward my mirror.

I never told to someone about it. I didn't let them know

I stared at my reflection and thought about Phil. He is so nice and how good friend he is to me and how beautiful and cute he is.

I ignored from my ugly, fat, disgusting reflection and stared at my eyes.

I have to let it go.

Very quietly so I can the be the only one who hears, I whispered:

"I am gay".

A/N:

*****VERY IMPORTANT THING*****
FROM NOW ON THERE IS NO POINT OF VIEW.
AND IF THERE IS THEN IT'LL BE VERY A LITTLE
bc i found out that the pov thing is one of the reasons I have allot of writing blocks.
And i have writing blocks often bc my mind is full of shit and other ideas for stories and fanfics and one-shotes so I just need to write them to clear my mind.

Am i going to post them? Maybe.

Sorry for not posting allot i really am trying i just have so many things and it bothers me i cant even sleep bc i just have so many things to do i am so sorry

If there's problems with the grammar or something wrong with the story please let me know!

I love you and i promise to you that ill do my best to post more often ❤❤❤