Our Two Hearts Beat As One- The fantastic foursome

Chapter 11

Phil have already made himself coffee and turn on his laptop when Dan burst in the room.

Phil didn't even raised his eyes.

He knew that Dan is going to do a scene and a total drama queen. he always do that when he burst into a room like that.

Dan heard his heart beats fast.

Should he tell Phil? of course. 

Phil is his best friend.

"Ummm.. Phil?" Dan asked quietly

"Hmmm?" Phil answered not moving his eyes from the screen. he read something on facebook

"Listen Phil, I don't know how to say it.. umm.." Dan got really nervous "and umm I know that your umm and i am.." 

"Yes.." Phil said. who the hell is Kevin and why everyone liking his post?

"You know i've been thinking about it allot and.." Dan took a deep breath. 

Phil thought about taking his eyes away from the screen to Dan but he just had to read that monkey article.

"Phil, I'm gay" Dan said, regretting it in the moment the words left his mouth.

Phil is going to fucking hate me. why did i said that? was it a little early admitting it?? i mean, i had this thought for at least five years but i concealed it.. didn't let anyone know.. he thought

Dan stared at Phil anxiously.

"Yeah i know" Phil said. He wasn't surprised.

Dan always looked a little too girly but that didn't made Phil suspect. 

the fact that he keep catching Dan checking some guys butts didn't made him neither.

Dan never actually talked about his sexuality but he made more gays jokes than a staright jokes.

but that's not why he suspected him..

Dan stared at Phil.

How the hell did he knew? Did he heard me? Did he found out? Is that that obvious?

Dan started to panic.

What else does he know?

Suddenly, his wrist started to ache.

He knew that he can't stop the aching by just scratching it off..

No.

I can't escape another conversation. I want to be with him.. Just hold on a little..

"Dan?" Phil said. Dan looked like he's in a deep thoughts with himself. and something told Phil it weren't nice thoughts.

"Are you okay?" He asked gently.

"Phil, how did you knew?" Dan asked worriedly.

"What? that you are gay? I don't know I just had a lucky gue-" Dan looked at him.

Phil sight and said "okay, how many years we living together? three? four? and you wouldn't think that i'll notice you hiding a secret? please."

Oh you would be surprised Dan wanted to say but instead he just nodded and trying to touch gently his wrist to calm the feeling, with no luck.

"Hey Dan you want to watch a movie?" Phil said and closed his laptop.

"Sorry dude I wanted to make a video today."

"Oh okay. if you need help or anything I will just watch 'Kiki's Delivery Service'. alone. all by myself."

"Yeah you know that's what 'Alone' means." The words just slipped from his mouth with a sarcasty tone which mad Phil smile and say 

"I really hate you you know that?" 

"Nahh.. you love me just admit it." what the fuck am i saying? Dan thought.

"Okay.. but no homo" Phil said and giggled.

"Very funny Phil." Dan said joining Phil, which was now laughing thanks to Dan comment.

They both were pretty fucked up. 

Dan couldn't lay a finger on his future because he's busy lowing his self-esteem and covering old scars and fresh cuts.

Phil mixed feelings turned quickly to mixed drinks which made his poor little mind into hell full of monsters and demons 

No one knows about each other's problems..

But not for long. you see,

it's hard to hide a secret when you live with the last person you want to know it.

Specially when they're falling for each other.

A\N:

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