When Pj met her he was drunk and worried.
She was beautiful.
Her blonde almost-curly hair, Her green eyes were shining and her perfect little lips.
She was really beautiful.
-
Chris gone out today for the first time since the accident.
No one called him since Pj left him those voice mails.
besides his mum. She always call him.
He knew he needed to talk to someone but he couldn't.
This numbness hurt him so much it was even hard for him to wake up.
Chris did a turn left to the supermarket.
-
Pj felt terrible.
He didn't spoke to Chris since the day he left but the couldn't stop thinking about him.
It was hard even hard for him to ask from Phil or Dan to check how is he.
He decided he need to call them. just to check if everything okay.
"Hello?" Pj recognized Phil's voice on the phone.
"Yo dude how are you?"
"Uuuhh i'm fine. how are you?" Phil lied. like he always did.
"fine too. How's Dan doing?"
I wish I knew Phil thought
"Uumm.. okay i guess. did he already told you the news?"
"Nope. what news??"
"Well," Phil said and Pj could hear his huge smile as he speak. "I don't see him around really so I'll just say it,"
Phil did his dramatic pause thing and Pj began to worry.
"Dan's gay" He said and the only thing Pj could've think about is
Well that's not shocking. anything else?
but he just said: "Okay.. and how do you feel?"
"How i feel? Pj i'm not that straight too you kno-"
Pj cut him off and said "No I meant, How do you feel?"
Phil sight and replied loudly:"UGH PJ IF IT'S ONE OF YOUR NO HOMO JOKES I'M GOING TO-"
"no you sicko" Pj giggled.
Before he could even say the rest of the sentence he heard something crush on the other side of the line.
"Uumm Peej i'll talk to you later." Phil said.
"Okay bye."
And then he hung up leaving Pj to float a little in his mind.
-
After Chris bought a life-time supplies of diet cola, Doritos and one cucumber, embarrassed himself when the cashier-girl tried to flirt with him and managed to bang his toe three times, he realized maybe it was a little too much for him and went home.
he felt bad. like, really bad.
he felt lonely and hurt and sad and- ugh.
he felt like there was a massive black hole in the middle of his chest and he knew that he couldn't do anything but to shut up and ignore it until this feeling fades away.
but it didn't.
He wouldn't let it fade away.
Ya know, he whispered at Chris's mind. You look fat.
How did you got that fat? I bet it because you just went back and forth from your shower to your bed.
Why you were so alone Chris? Oh right, your friends forgot about you.
Chris could feel how his getting heavier and heavier as he kept talking.
He organized the groceries in his empty fridge and then jumped into the shower.
fifteen minutes, thirty minutes, an hour, two hours, had past and the water still streaming down.
For him it felt forever. And he wanted to be like it.
Chris just felt so calm under those warm comfy waters and just sitting there and feeling every drop like a shield of relaxation hitting he's naked, unprotected body and he's anxious mind.
But he couldn't stay there forever.
The water gets cool too.
He got out from the shower and before any thought will pop into his mind he fell asleep.
-
Pj decided it will be a good idea to get out for a little walk.
he put on his black skinny jeans, white button shirt and his red shoes.
Before getting out he grabbed the black jacket which had in it his little adventure journey.
Pj started walking with his earphones on playing Her's soundtrack.
The orange-red sunset sky blend perfectly to the little English town breeze.
Pj breathed in the air.
He felt calm.
-
He felt awful.
Chris woke up at 3 am thirsty.
He finally thanked to himself for getting out to buy some diet cola because he really needed that.
Chris stumbled his way to the kitchen when he felt like blood streaming from his scars.
He didn't hurried to the bathroom to take care of his open wounds.
-
Pj promised to himself he'll just drink one shot.. oops.
He found himself ordering his 5th vodka shot,
and then, BAM
he is lying outside the club feeling really tired.
He saw a shadow getting closer to him.
"Oh no." Pj's mind said, "no no no"
"I fucked up"
Pj started to feel really anxious.
"Hey are you okay?" Her sweet, sweet voice said.
She was beautiful.
Her blonde almost-curly hair, Her green eyes were shining and her perfect little lips.
She was really beautiful.
"Come on, let's go to mine's. you need to rest." She said.
She helped Pj got up, wrapping her arm around her and they walked together.
Well she walked, Pj just dragged himself.
He couldn't say anything and he didn't needed too.
He just wanted to go home with the beautiful stranger.
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A/N:
sorry it took me so long school is so tight rn like i have three weeks of homework to do but IT'S SO HARD FUCKKKK
the Enter thing doesn't work so when there's need to be enter there's "-"
anyway in three weeks it summer vacation and omg it's gonna be totally awesome
plz add comment and vote if u liked the chapter and it will give me allot of motivation (no shit)
If there's problems with the grammar or something wrong with the story please let me know!
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-Noaminwonderland
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