I may forget many things
But I won't forget the sound
Of when you call and my phone rings
I want you to always be around
I'm breaking down
Slowly as the days go by
Why must I always, to you, lie
My memory is failing me
And I'm losing all control
But as soon as you come near me my sight returns, see
With you I feel a little more whole
My soul is not complete
Constantly my insanity and sanity must compete
As soon as you walk close to me though
ALL the pain of the fighting stops, so
When I break down again
I wish for you to be the one to pick up my pieces
I may forget many things and my sanity may get lost in the creases
But I can't seem to forget you
I don't know how this is true
As I am slowly forgetting myself
But you're ingrained into my memories
I won't let the thoughts about you leave
If you disappeared I would undoubtedly grieve
I can't return to the old days
I can't return to my old ways
The secret glances that we share
The little gestures that let me know you care
I don't know how to return anymore
I don't think I can let my heart ever become, once again, that sore
If you hadn't come along when you did
Then to this world I would've bid
My last fair well
Because I couldn't stand this living Hell
You are the reason I'm alive
That there's a sparkle in my eye
It's the reason I'm here to day
That makes me say, "I wouldn't have it another way!"
Take the me from the past
And see how long my smile will last
Give me a knife and see how long
Before I sing my final song
The reason I'm alive
Is you told me to live not just survive
If you hadn't taken my hand that time
Then I'd have had to make an ending rhyme
If you hadn't walked into my life
I would have taken it with a sharpened knife
So even if my memories completely fade
For you I will never become jade
I'll get your memories locked away
Til we meet again some day
I won't forget you for if I did
To this world I would moat likely bid
The words 'THE END' carved on my wrist
Will become the final list
I'll never forget the one who let me remain alive
Even when I dint want to even survive
You gave purpose to my life
So as long as I remember you oh ave no need of a knife
Please don't tell me to forget
Cause I'm nowhere near ready yet
I can't let you go
Because my mind, heart, and soul tell me so
If I die or fade away
Please hate me everyday
If I make you cry tears of sorrow
Don't miss me in the morrow
If my memory is a ball and chain
Forget me and keep that little piece of you sane
Memories of me
If they are too much of a pain
Please send me and them away
