Should I listen to them and just disappear?
Or should I stay here broke beyond repair?
I dont have the answer to any of my thoughts
I hate this
Maybe they are right
Should I leave I the middle of the night?
Would you join me?
No you can't you have a place you need to be
Me? I have no where
So maybe it'd be okay to go there?
Yet I always stop
Guess I can't leave you yet?
My smirk is so painful to wear
My skin so blissful to tear
Barely any sanity left inside
Guess I lied?
I'm alright?
I'm not alright?
Blood?
Cuts?
Bruises?
Tear stains?
When did these get here?
What happened there?
Last night what did I do?
Who are you?
I look in the mirror and that's what I ask
Who is the person there with no light in their eyes
A smile made up of lies
A happy kid with an okay home?
A sad child who feels all alone?
I don't know?!
I dont know anymore?!
Who is she?!
Who is he?!
Who's the person that I see?!
That can't be me?!
They look broken and dead
What's going on in their head?
I don't know but some said it again today
The whole world, and you yourself, would be better off if I was dead
Or was that to the person I'm the mirror?
I don't know?!?!
It hurts to try and find me!!!
Why do I have to die for the world to be better off?!?!
Why do I have to be the traitor!??!
I give up!
I don't care anymore!
If I'm better off dead then say it!!!
Just say it, I'm listening!!!!!
No answer?
Oh I forgot you don't see me you see them
Why don't they die then!!!!!!
They're a lie!!!!
A mask!!!
So why does the wearer have to die while the mask lives?!??!?
