Hey I have a question for you
Since when did you become addicted to this
This addiction was give by them but who
Who continued it despite the pain it caused the one you love
Didn't you say you held the above
Everything you own or feel
Your scars that have yet to heal
What do they say?
That you are weak and can't even stand to have a heart
You're tearing yourself apart
But to what end, you'll still face the pain today
Do you really disgust yourself that badly ?
If so then why don't you just say goodbye?
You're too weak too so you Lie
Sit in a corner and read a book, sadly
Pathetic!
Worthless!
Bitch!
Monster!
Freak!
Demon!
Mistake!
Is that you or their opinion on the mask?
Ha, does it matter to you what it is?
No it doesn't and when your friends ask?
"Nothing just having a bad day"
Then stop smiling you fool!!!
Stop laughing you can't have your way!!
You want them to be happy even if you suffer, are you trying to be cool?!
"Just kill yourself!"
How many times has this been said to you by someone
When no one else but you is listening to the world
Bet they think they won
Stop laughing
Stop smiling
Stop faking
Stop lying
Stop wearing that fucking mask!!!!!!!
I say this but I know you can not
Worse then a robot
Don't want to control if you even breathe
You can hear me I know you can
You can see this cause you can see
But you won't listen to me
No when do you ever?!
Don't answer that I know the answers already!
When do you ever listen to me.....
When do I ever listen to myself....
When did I distance myself from myself......
I need to stop!!!!!
JUST STOP IT ALL!!!!!!!
