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Chapter 20

Brenda's POV:

"You guys wake up breakfa- Oh my god! I'm so sorry!" Liam apologized as he closed the door shut again.

"What is he apologizing for?" I asked sleepily as I started to wake up.

"Maybe cause we're not wearing shirts. And your just in your sexy cheetah bra." He smirked.

My eyes widen and I looked down. I couldn't believe I didn't have a shirt on. I grabbed the covers and covered myself. "I completely forgot." I blushed.

"It's okay babe. It's not like your naked." He chuckled. He still had his arms wrapped around my waist and I just slapped his arm lightly and laughed.

"Can you get out so I can shower and change, please?" I smiled.

"But I'm so comfy here." He whined as he dug his head into my shoulder.

"You can go be comfy in Nialls bed." I laughed.

"Fine, I'm better off just getting ready myself." He pouted. "I can join you in the shower." He smirked.

"Nah, I'm good." I smiled.

"Okay, I'll see you once your done." He said as he kissed my cheek and left my room. I can't believe I slept shirtless in my bed with Zayn. I replayed the night in my head.

*FLASHBACK*

It all started after he finished tickling me, he was still sitting on my legs and he put his hands down above my head as his face hovered over mine. He looked at my eyes and then down to my lips and he bit his bottom lip. That only caused for me to bite mine. Then the next thing I new he kissed me and it was passionate yet there was desire behind it.

I felt sparks running through my body, woah I thought. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his face closer to mine, he smirked into the kiss which caused me to giggle. He broke from the kiss and we both sat up as he took off his shirt. I was mesmerized by his body, especially his tattoos.

"You like what you see?" He smirked. I blushed and instead of answering him I kissed him again.

He started pulling up at the hem of my shirt. He broke away from the kiss and in one swift movement my shirt was off and I was pushed back on my bed and making out with Zayn again.

I knew what was going to happen next but am I even ready for it? I'm just not going to give up my v card, even though at this point I really wanted to.

"Zayn," I said into the kiss, it ended up coming out as a moan instead. So I broke away from it.

"Yes, beautiful." He said as he looked into my eyes, a worried expression taking over.

"I'm not ready for this. I want to but, but no I can't do it." I said looking away.

"Babe look at me. Brenda, look at me please." He said as he placed two fingers under my chin forcing me to look him in the eyes. "Ill never make you do anything you don't want to. I promise."

"Thanks for understanding." I smiled as I hugged him.

"Of course." He smiled. "Come on, lets go to sleep now it's getting late."

"But my shir-" I started.

"You can worry about it in the morning." He smiled. And with that I tucked myself into bed while he turned the lights off and then got in bed. He cuddled up next to me and hugged me by my waist, the way we always fall asleep. Soon I was fast asleep in his arms.

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

"What am I even doing?" I said to myself softly. First I go and kiss Geoffrey and last night I almost had sex with Zayn. I feel slutty. I just decided to go take a shower to get this off my mind.