She's tired but she cant find sleep,
looking for a way out but shes in too deep.
I go to bed thinking
But I wake up shrieking.
Nightmares.
Repetitive prayers, scary dares, but
who cares?
I lay on my bed,
The silver I hold is stained with red.
They tell me to throw the blade,
That I've got it made.
But the depression I fight isn't weak,
I looking for strength, it's what I seek.
Broken heart, tear stained face
Torn apart, no more grace.
Jet Black soul, she's got no goal.
She tries but dies
She cries, all lies
It's all an act, It's cuz I'm in front of y'all
But deep inside I'm not fine at all.
I'm in denial
So I'll Put on a smile.
Her face is stained with a wall of tears.
Her mind is filled with all she fears.
Forget your mistakes
All your heart breaks.
It's way to hard
You played your last card
There's no way out
You're full of doubt
I feel so defeated
I'm bruised and beaten
I'm so confused
Yet you seem amused
What's wrong with you, Do you have no heart?
You're laughing there while I'm falling apart.
You look at me, with tears down my face,
I feel ashamed, is there no hiding place?
You stared at me, said I was a work of art,
Yet you tore me down and ripped me apart.
Is this fun?
To watch me scatter with no where to run?
I'd run to you, but I wouldn't dare,
How could I? When you don't even care.
YOU ARE READING
My Feelings
RandomThis isn't a story, it's just a bunch of rhymes I wrote to express my feelings. A lot of it is repeated in a way but it's cuz I'm just writing what I feel at that moment.... Feel free to read them if you want :)
