I'm sick and tired of these emotions
Sick and tired of no devotions.
I wake up every morning to read the word and pray.
But here I am, feeling the exact same way.
I don't expect you to understand,
How I wanna run away to an unknown foreign land.
I just wanna be found.
I'm so sick of this flatline sound.
I'm trying to fight this depression.
They don't know how hard it is even tho they don't mean harm they're giving the wrong impression.
When You left, you tore apart
My paper heart.
You got my hopes up high,
Disappointed, I slit my thigh.
You have my mind all twisted and swirled.
There I was thinking I was your world.
You're trying to fit in, trying to be cool,
Without realizing you look like a fool.
I need to move on, I need to let you go,
but as the days go by it gets harder for me, I'm loosing control.
Can't you see how hard this is for me?
You think it's so easy but I'm always so dizzy.
I wanna run away and never look back,
But I've got no independence it's something I lack.
I'm so sick and tired.
I seek peace, it's all I've desired.
I sit here alone in the dark feeling so numb,
I thought you cared, how could I be so dumb?
I'm ready to give up, I'm messed up, fed up, feels like I'm tied up.
I've got a pain in my chest, it's hard to breath cuz it feels so tight,
But I see a way out and soon I'll be alright.
YOU ARE READING
My Feelings
AcakThis isn't a story, it's just a bunch of rhymes I wrote to express my feelings. A lot of it is repeated in a way but it's cuz I'm just writing what I feel at that moment.... Feel free to read them if you want :)
