Im in love with a bad boy(boyxboy)(Luke Hemmings)

Chapter Ten

Luke's P.O.V

We arrived at Mrs Edwards room I waited for Jordan and my brother to go in first both of them had been very quiet since we left the office. I didn't care serves that bitch of a friend of theirs right.

"Hello boys...and Luke" Mrs Edwards spoke every so bitterly with my name, its not the first time that I've been sentenced to spend time with the ugly cow before. I took a seat at the back by the door Greg and Jordan sat down at the far end by the window, silently exchanging whispers, as Mrs Edwards began with her first lecture of a very long period.

The hour passed slowly but eventually the bell rang out and I was free at last. I walked out not caring about anyone else.

"Luke wait!" I stopped to see Jordan walking up to me. and found myself smirking until I realised he probably want to ask about the other day. Shit. I took a deep breath.

"what? do you want fag," I scowled returning back to my normal self burring away that moment and those feeling's I didn't need to know about. I watched him cringe slightly whether it was a my tone or comment I wasn't sure.

"Please can we just talk?" He said quietly looking down. his make up catching in the light. wait make-up? I stared at him blankly. I hesitated for a moment but my curiosity got the better of me.

"fine." he breathed out after that. "but were not doing it here now come on," I added before walking off him following behind closely. We got out onto the campus of the school and walked on through the car park taking an old dirt path through the trees, not stopping once to see if he was behind me. 

Eventually we stopped by an old ruins of a lone house. I looked back to see Jordan just peering through some small shrubs.

"we can talk in here"

"are you sure?" he hesitated.

"yes now come on" I began climbing through the doorway watching my feet as I did muttering a 'watch your step'. There was only one room still standing with a roof over it, I've always guessed it was a living room of sorts. I finally stopped when we reached that room. I sat down on a small rock  where there was one slightly in front of me yet off to the side. Jordan sat on it and an uncomfortable silence fell as we caught our breath. Then I broke the silence.

"why do you have make up on?" I questioned not really sure why I asked.

"uh I..um I wear it a lot is all," he said rubbing his hands together in a nervous manner.

"yeah on your arms but why all on the face?" I pushed him. I knew he was lying to me.

"why'd you kiss me?"

My head stopped. I wasn't expecting him to ask me that just yet.

"Well?" he pushed.

"you answer my question first" I added quickly trying to give myself some space. He sighed and pulled out a wipe packet from his pocket. Then taken it to his face and then to some of his arms, I say some his arms but really it was just the one without bracelets on. I stared at the bruises on him. Who did that? I started to burn with anger, my skin burning my head losing focus...

"L-Luke?" he called at me quietly with fear.

"what?!" I snapped at him and he flinched. I looked at him. his beautiful face with someone's mangy bruise on it, and I became overwhelmed with guilt. my anger draining away. I slumped slightly.

"who did that to you?" I looked up at him. he looked away. no that's not happening today. I moved closer to him and tilted his face back to me. my eyes looking for his.

"who did that to you?" I stared deep into his amazingly blue eyes and an overwhelming sadness consumed them as they turned a startling grey, and he started to cry. not the I'm scared cry or I need attention cry. It was just one of pure sadness. I pulled him closer to me holding him tight not sure what to do. he sobbed quietly into my shoulder and after a while he half composed himself. He wiped his face and sat back away from me looking guilty as sin.

"you ok now?" I ask unsure of what else to say.

"yeah geeze I'm sorry i just..." he closed off

"Its okay, but who did that? seriously its not good" my brain mentally scowled at me, as if I was one to talk. 

"...it was my dad..."he trailed off again." look you cant tell anyone okay I'm fine really," I looked at him with annoyance, and shook my head.

"no your not okay" I frowned.

"Luke just shut up okay!" he snapped standing up from the rock making me lose my balance and fall to the floor.

" WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR!" I yelled at him as he turned on me.

"what was that for? WHAT WAS THAT FOR? Do you even have any idea what you've done to me? you beat me up call me names made me lose two decent guys and turn them against me you out me to the whole town that now wants to kill me after YOU  kissed me? Is that enough for you? what is wrong with you? Don't pretend your my friend because your not. I hate you."

I sunk back to the ground as he began to walk off. I wanted to call after him, but I didn't instead I just sat there as he walked away, with each step he took I felt the regret take over my body. How could I do that to someone that I love... I'm just so absolutely pathetic. who knew that the heart could kill you when it breaks.

____________________________________________________________________________________

Well this was an interesting chapter longest one yet I think soo how was it? i know its taken a while but I'm still needing votes my friends xD.

school is so stressful atm I'm in my last year doing my GCSEs and I'm still undecided as to what I'm going to do for next year being do I stay and do 2 years of sixth form or do I go to college?

I got accepted onto the carpentry course which is normally a male dominated course and if I agree to go there I'm going to be the only girl in a class of 50 x.x