Lost Hope

Home Alone With Jason

Jason's Pov

I woke up and saw Amber gone I got out of bed and looked around for her and i couldn't find her so I went to the girls bedroom and saw only Victoria. "Where is the girls?" I asked her sitting next to her "They went shopping" she told me I nodded then went down to the kitchen to make breakfast for us I opened the fridge and saw beer I cracked it opened and drinked it I turn and saw Victoria with tears. "What's wrong?" I asked she shaked her head then ran up stairs I shrugged my shoulders and continued cooking when it got done I put it on the plate and set the table. "FOOD IS DONE" i yelled for her so she can hear me I heard footsteps coming down she sat and ate "I will never hurt you as long as you listen what I tell you to do" I told her. "I need you to clean the living room when you get done eating or I will make you go in the bathtub full of bleach" I warned I went to the living room and watched TV.

My Pov

When I got done eating I washed my plate and grabbed a clean washcloth and bleach I walked into the living room and headed toward the window. I sprayed few sprays and washed it really good when I got done with everything I put the stuff away."Where home" I heard Amber I went to them and hugged Emmer's "I got her to talk to me" Amber said with excitement "Awesome you're coming out of your shell" I said to emmers and hugged her. "What you guys get?' I asked "I got something for you" Amber said she pulled something out and showed me "ONE DIRECTION CD I LOVE THEM"!! I yelled in excitement 'You're welcome love glad you like it" she said and went to Jason."Let's go into our room for a little while and you can tell me everything" I told her we run upstairs and went into our room. "We went to starbucks, went out to eat, and went shopping and I saw a cute boy you should've been there we would've had fun" she told me. "That is awesome and sorry I woke up too later or I would've. I told her "KIDS COME DOWN HERE WE NEED TO TALK TO YOU"!! Amber yelled for us we went down stairs into the living room. "Yeah?" I said seeing what they wanted "We need to talk to you both sit down" Amber said patting the seat in front of her. "I went to the doctor's few weeks ago waiting for my results if I had cancer or not and it came back positive. I only have a month to live" she told us. We both cried and she hugged us "It will be okay Jacob will take care of you while I am gone and I will save a seat in heaven for you both for when It's time for you two to pass which I hope it isn't until your 1,000 years old." she told us she is crying to this is the second mom we are going to lose from cancer. What if he starts to abuse us more than he does now? "You two may go up stairs now" she told us we nodded then went to my room. I grabbed my clothes and went in the bathroom I shut the door and turn the water on how I want it and got in.When I got done washing hair/body I got out and dried off I grab my clothes and I put it on. I grab my make-up and put that on and put my hair in a messy hair bun I went to my bed and saw Emmer's asleep I smiled and covered her up I go down stairs and only saw Jason. "Hi" greeted "Hello princess" he said with a creepy smirk I go to the fridge and gran orange juice. "Emily fell asleep she had a long day today. Is it about lunchtime?" I asked. He nodded and walked to the fridge."What would you like to eat?" he asked "Anything I don't mind I said I went to the cupboard and grabbed a cup and placed it down and poured the juice in it. I put the juice away and went back to my drink and grabbed it I go in the living room and watched whatever was on the TV. "You're never picky and I love that about kids it's so easy to take care of them" he told me and started to play with my hair. "Do you have food to watch?" I asked hoping he would go away but it didn't work he just kept on playing with my hair and it felt weird. Few minutes later he finally went to the kitchen I heard plates setting on the counter I go and check and I saw that food done. I go up stairs and went to Emmer's. "Hey, lunch is done. Come and eat." I told told her she nodded and got up we walked down stairs into the kitchen and started eating. When we got done we did the dishes and went outside. "What do you wanna do?" I asked her she shrugged "I don't know. What will happen when she dies? Will he beat us?" she asked "I hope not let's just keep our hopes, k?" I told her we sat down on the grass by the flowers. "The flowers are very beautiful" she said while smelling them I smiled. "Kids, it's time to come in" Jason said we got up and went to the door and walked in we sat down and he sat with us."What movie you wanna watch?" He asked "Charlotte's web?" Emmers asked he nodded and then put it in when the movie started he cuddled us and kissed me on the forehead. I tried to move away but he wouldn't let go I tried again but he carried me in my room. "YOU WILL NOT COME OUT UNLESS YOU CAN SHOW ME YOU CAN BE HAVE"!!!! He yelled and slammed the door I layed down and cried myself to sleep.

Emmer's Pov

I was crying and scared on what he would do to us I don't want this night mare to happen again."Why you crying?" he asked me I shook my head to tell him I didn't wanna talk he smacked me and made me cuddle him I had to I didn't wanna be punished. "Good girl" he complimented me. When the movie was over I was passed out I felt movement I opened my eyes and saw the stairs I fell back asleep.

Jason's Pov

Since Amber is at work I have the girls to myself I can't wait until she dies so I can find a excuse to drink and abuse them they are worthless little girls. I go into Victoria's room and saw her sleeping with make-up all over her face I walk to her and kissed her forehead. "I will see you tomorrow beautiful angle" I whispered I walked out the room and went downstairs I go to the kitchen and make myself dinner when it got done I ate and went to bed early.