Lost Hope

The Beaten Overdose And Park

My Pov

I woke up to Emmer's screaming and crying I hurried out of bed and went to her room. I saw Daniel trying to shove pills down her throat. I ran and jumped on him trying to get him off of her. He wouldn't so I bit his ear he screamed and threw me off of him. He hit and kicked me I started to bruise and have cuts from his nails. I tried to get back up I went back to him and punched him. I grabbed Emily and went downstairs I saw Oliver dead on the ground. He might of overdosed her I grab a phone and called the police. "WE NEED HELP WE ARE BEING BEATEN, DRUGGED, AND RAPED." I told them as soon as I sat the phone down they arrived. "Go hurry and pack and we will take care of Daniel." A girl told me she had long brown hair down to her but with green eyes and skinny. Emmers and I went to our room and pack up when we got done we both went downstairs and went into Mrs White's car. "What happened? Why didn't you call anyone?" Mrs White asked. "We got beaten, drugged, and raped he did so many terrible stuff to us. He also hid all of the phones but I found one I think Oliver was trying to call the police. She was laying down dead and we think that he drugged and over dosed her." I explained everything that i could remember. "Okay, you two won't be adopted for a very long time. Let's give it a month and then try again" she told us. When we arrived to the orphanage we got out and grabbed our stuff. We walked in and saw Samantha I rolled my eyes and went straight to mine and Emmer's room. I grabbed a day outfit and went to the bathroom I shut the door and sat my clothes down. I turn the water on to the way I want. I get undressed showing my cuts and scars I get in and clean my hair/body. I get out and dry off I get dressed and do my hair and make-up. When I get done with everything I get out and sit on my bed. I grab my diary and start writing in it since i couldn't tell what happened every since I moved.

Dear Diary,

Past few weeks was horrible I got abused, drugged and raped. I didn't know what to do I tried to grab a phone but I didn't know where they put all the phones at. If I wanted to eat I had to do something for Daniel something dirty.Weather do drugs, had sex with him, or watch anything he watches if I didn't I would of not eaten and been anerexic. I had thoughts of not eating but if I end up in another bad home I probably would.I am sick of being to a bad home and going to the next it tires me out. Emmers gotten abused, raped, and had heroin in her. I got the worse because I would always take the beaten for her so she wouldn't get abused a lot. Well I have to go, bye.

When I got done writing in my Diary I put it in a secret spot. "I bought a laptop for both of you two". Mrs white said. We both smiled we got up and grabbed it. "Can I get a facebook?" I asked her. She nods and leaves we sit down and I set both of our accounts up. As soon as I got done we got a friend request. "Jared socha?" I said in surprised. "Is that our dad?" Emmer's asked. "Wanna see?' I asked her she nodded. I messaged him. "Hey, are you our dad?" I asked him. Few minutes later he replied. "Yes, I am jered I would like to meet you both soon. I am sorry for leaving you when you both were 5 years old. You both were really hard to handle." he explained. When he got done he sent it to me I read it and was mad. I didn't wanna see him because he is probably still a drug abuser. "I don't think that is a good idea ever since you put us in a orphanage we got sent to a bad home to another bad home. We have bruises and scars from being abused and lost our virginity and we are only 10." I explained. He didn't reply because he got off. I started to add a lot of other people I don't know. That what Facebook is right? Add people you don't know even when you don't have family? When I got done adding people alot of them messaged me.

Jacob: Hey baby, wanna send me pics?

Justin: Hey, wanna meet up? How old are you?

I only read 2 because I was scared to read the rest. Why does pervert people like me? When I got done reading those two messages I posted on Facebook.

Status:

I am Victoria Socha and my sister name is Emily Socha. We are twins and 10 years old looking for good home that won't abuse, rape, and drug us. We are in a orphanage home looking for love. Our mom died when we were 5 years old and our dad left us for drugs and alcohol.

When I got done I posted it few minutes later there are comments.

Comment 1: I will adopt you I feel bad for what happened to you both. (Jessica)

Comment 2: You both deserve it you don't need love. (James)

Comment 3: If I adopt you both then you both have to go through prostitution for me to get me money. (Jacob)

When I got done reading them the only good person was Comment one name Nicole. At least I hope so. I logged out of Facebook and sat it aside. "I am hungry for lunch" Emmer's said I nodded and we both went downstairs. When we went to the kitchen she sat down I went to the fridge and grabbed bread, peanut butter, jelly. I grab a plate and knife I sat bread down spread peanut butter and jelly on it. When I get done I hand it to her. "Thanks sis" she thanked me. I went and made myself one too. I sit down and start eating. "So what do you wanna do today?" she asked. "Wanna go to the park? We haven't been there since we were 5" I told he. She nodded I get up and asked Mrs white. "Can me and Emily go to the park? We haven't been there since we were 5" I explained. "Sure" she said. I went back in the kitchen and sat down. "So?" she asked waiting for an answer. "Yes, we are going to the park" I said excitedly. "Hee-hee" she laughed and smiled. We haven't been this happy in a very long time. "It's time to go" Mrs white yelled out. We went to the door and got our shoes on. We went outside and went to her car and got in. When everyone got in and drove off to the park when we got there we got out and went to the swings. "Wanna hold hands while swinging?" I asked Emmer's she nods. We get on the swing and hold hands we start pumping our legs back and forth. We start to laugh and smile this is the best day ever. Few minutes later we get off and run to the playground I go down the slide while Emmer's go on the monkey bars. I went down and laughed because my belly started to tickle. I go to the monkey bars and then Emmer's went down the pole. Few hours later Mrs white called for us. "Time to go everyone" she said. Everyone stopped and went to the car we got in and drove off. When we got to the Orphanage we went in and went up stairs. I went in my room and checked Facebook.

Comment 4: I am sorry that happened if I was in the same area as you I would totally take both of you. (Girl)

Boy: I wish I was there to watch

I was in tears of what the boys said to me I can't believe men is so mean. Girls are sweet, well some of them. "DINNER IS READY" Mrs white yelled. We ran downstairs and went to the kitchen we sat down and started to eat. When I finished I did my dishes and went to the living room and watched a movie. When it turned 9 we went to our room I grabbed my Pj's and changed then went to bed.