Lost Hope

Dad And Out For Dinner

My Pov

I woke up and rubbed both of my eyes I got out of bed and went to my dresser. I opened the drawers and grabbed a outfit. I go out of my room and went to the bathroom. I shut and lock the door I sat my stuff down and turn the water on. I turn it to the temp I like I get undressed and get in. I turn around and wet my hair I grab shampoo I put it in my hair and washed it. I grab conditioner and put it in my hair a little bit when I get done doing that I put my head under the water until all the conditioner is out. I grab a spung and put body wash on the spungy. I rub it in and washed my body when everything got done I wrince it and turn the water off. I get out and dry off I grab my clothes and get dressed. I put my hair up and put on make-up I open the door and walk out. All of a sudden Samantha is cussing at my sister. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"I yelled. "Your little princess went in my room" she told me. "I will talk to her but you don't have the right to yell at her" I told her hoping she would listen. She nods and leaves. "You can't be going in people's room uninvited that is not the smart thing to do". I explained. "I am sorry" she apoligized. "I am not the one to be apoligized to. Go find Samantha." I commanded she nodded and went to find her. I go to my room and sit down I grab my laptop and go on google. I type in Facebook when I got there I have 3 friend requests. I eccept them I go on a girl name bri's page I go on message and message her. "Hey, I am victoria. I would like to make friends" I introduced myself. While I was waiting for a reply I grabbed the remote. I turn on the TV and find a show I like. By the time I find one I heard a ding noise. I look at messanger and saw she wrote back. "I don't like you, I just wanted more people on my Facebook". she said rudely. "Well I am sorry I grew up with no friend's and trying to make some. Thanks for showing your true colors so I wont see them later" I told her sarcastically. Few minutes later I got another message from a boy. "I don't need you to talk to bri she doesnt want nothing to do with you". he said. "She added me so I though she did" I told him back I slammed my computer shut and watched TV. "Sissy" Emmer's called for me. "Yeah?" I asked to see what she wanted. "I made another friend name Amber" she said excitedly. "Yay" I said excited for her. She left the room and I went and wrote in my Diary.

Dear Diary,

I hope today will be a better day because I need hope that life is fine and not just a beating, raped, and drugged life. When I got out of the shower and walked in the hall I saw Samantha scream at Emmer's I had to yell at Samantha. She is so petty I also went on Facebook today I had 3 friend request but one of them name bri started crap with me so did her boyfriend. I will be back later to update the rest of my day.

When I got done I put my Diary back in the same spot I got up and shut the TV off. I went downstairs and into the kitchen I walked to the fridge I grab cearial and milk. I go to the cupboard and grab a bowl I look for the silverware when I found the silverware I grab a spoon and shut the drawer. I pour the cearial in then the milk I go to the table and sit down and start eating. "How are you doing?" Mrs White asked me. "I am doing okay." I assured her. "How long do you wanna be here for?" she asked me. "Maybe for a month and try the adoption thing again. I want Emmer's to stay here when I do get adopted." I told her. "Okay, you may wanna talk to her about that" She warned. I nodded and kept eating when I get done I get up and walk to the sink. I turn the water on I grab the soup and pour it in the bowl I grab a wash cloth and start washing the bowl. When I get all the food off I wrinced it and put it in the dishwasher. "Good job" Mrs white complimented me. I nodded and smiled. "What are we doing today?" I asked. "We are going out for dinner tonight. Make sure to be ready by 5" she warned me I nodded. I walk to the living room and I saw Emmer's. "You have to be ready by 5 were going out for dinner." I warned her she nodded and hugged me and I hugged back. "What are you watching?" I asked her. "Spongebob" she said "We use to watch this all the time when we were 5" I reminded her. "Yeah, I miss mom" she said pouting. I hugged her. "I do too don't worry we will find a better home." I assured hoping i was right. "You said that last time" she said. "I know I am sorry I thought this time was going to be good for us." I said feeling terrible. "I need to talk to you alone." I said. We walk to the stairs I put her on my back and gave her a piggy back ride. When we landed on the top I put her down we walk to our room and I shut the door. "When I get adopted next month I want you to stay." I told her. "I wanna leave with you" she said going to cry. "No let me see if the next home would be good for both of us and if things goes right I will have them adopt you." I explained. "Okay" she said agreeing. I hugged her and she hugged me back. I looked at the time and it is now 12. "Wanna get ready right now so you wont have to later?" I asked she nods we walk to her dresser and she picks a outfit out. "I am taking a shower. Wait out here" she said I nodded I sat down and checked my Facebook.

Emily's Pov

I sat my stuff down and walked to the bathtub. I turn the water on and get in when I get done i turn it off. I get out and get dried off I get dressed. I walked to the door and open it I walked out and went to my room and saw Victoria on her laptop. "What are you doing?" I asked while getting up on the bed. "On Facebook. Why don't you check yours?" she asked me. I grabbed my laptop and went on google when I get there I click on facebook link. I have 18 requests I eccept all of them. I had to messages or world notifacations. "I had 18 requests from people" I told her she gave thumbs up I saw a message up and I read it from the corner. They are saying terrible stuff to her. Why? I asked my self in my head. I got down and went out of the room. I saw Samantha walk pass me she gave me a dirty look. I walk passed her room and went to my friend room. "Can I come in?" I asked her. "Yeah" she said I walked in and sat down on the bed. "What happend before you came her?" she asked. "me and my sis got raped, drugged, and abused." I explained. " I am sorry" she apoligized for no reason at all. "It's fine. Why you end up in here?" I asked her. "I gotten raped, molested, abused, and drugged." she explained. "It sucks how people have to treat others like that" I told her. When we got done talking we watched TV and took a nap before dinner.

My Pov

When I got done I just noticed that Emmers wasnt right here anymore. I log off and stand up I walk to the door and saw noone. I went and looked in rooms 5th room down I saw her sleeping with her freind. I go down stairs and go into the kitchen to make me lunch. When I got done making it I sat down and ate when I finished I did my dishes. "Sissy, when we going out to eat? I AM HUNGRY!" She yelled. "Hey, you dont need to be yelling your hurting my ears and idk" I told her. I am only 10 I know I act grown but I can also act like a 10 year old. "I will make you lunch to hold you over" I told her I turned around and made her lunch when I got done I sat it on the table. She sat down and ate like none other. I go upstairs and walk to the bathroom I go in and shut and lock the door. When I get done using the lou I wash my hands and walk out. "Someone is here to see you" Mrs white said. "Okay" i said and walked to the stairs when I got to the bottom I go to Mrs White's office. "Omg" I said annoyed. "Hello, sit please I would like to speak to you". My dad said. "What if I don't wanna talk to you?" I said sarcastically. "You do not have a choice". He commanded. I sat down and listened. "I would like to adopt you and Emily I stopped using drugs and alcohol. I told you this on Facebook but you ignored me and didn't wanna say anything. I will take care of you both this time and maybe have a woman in the house so you can have a mom figure" he explained. "I don't think that is not a good idea we need to stay in here for a month. I will think about it but probably not." I explained hoping he would understand. "Okay, here is my number call me when ever you get a answer." He told me handing me a card. I nodded and he walked out. "I think it would be good for you and your sister." Mrs White said. "Yeah but he left us when we was 5 and that is when our mom died from cancer." I explained. "Yeah but he might have changed. Think about it." she told me. I nodded and left her office. "Sissy who was that?" M&M asked. She has whole bunch of nick names. Her nicknames is whale, M&M , emma, emyemem, emmers,emy, emy bear. "That was our dad" I explained telling her who the guy was. "Was he trying to adopt us?" Whale asked. "Yes" I said. "So". she asked another question. "I told him I will think about it but prabably not" I told her hoping she won't hate me. "What if I wanted him to?" she asked me in a sarcastic tone. "You know what he did to us he wont change" I told her I turned around and walked away leaving her behind. "We are about to go to dinner get ready" Mrs white warned I sat on the couch and waited. When it was time to leave I walked out the door and went to the car. I got in and waited for the rest of them. We soon drove off when we arrived we got out and walked in to the diner. We sat down when our waiter came she took our orders. When I got done ordering she nodded and left. Few minutes later the food came out and been sat down on the table. "Thanks" I thanked her. We started eating until I had to use the lou. "I will be right back" I told Mrs White. She nodded I walked to the bathroom when I got done I washed my hands and went back to the table. When we all got done she paid and we left when we arrived back to the orphanage we got out and walked in behind Mrs white. I went to my room and sat down and grabbed my Diary.

Dear Diary,

Today was fun but I saw my dad that left us when we were 5. He wanna adopt us but I don' t know what I should do. Should I wait and find a home? Or should we live with him? What if he haven't changed? We went out to dinner and I had a huge steak it was so good. Well that is all for today.

When I got done with my Diary I watched TV until I passed out.