Lost Hope

Bowling

My pov

I woke up to Emily shaking me. "Wake up I wanna go on Facebook." She said. "Why don't you just go one it?" I asked her hoping she would. "No I wanna do it when you are up with me so you can check yours too. Please?" she begged. I groaned and sat up I grabbed my laptop and Emily did the same. I go on google and clicked on the facebook link. I have 2 notifications and 1 request I accept the request and checked the notification. "Sissy someone is bullying me". She told me with a sad face expression. "Let me see" I told her grabbing the laptop.

Janeva: I don't like you you're ugly and you don't deserve nothing good in life.

When I got done reading it I blocked her. "Did you block her?' she asked me I nodded and she hugged me. "Don't message people until I message them first." I warned. "I am hungry, can we eat something?" she asked me looking down. "Yes" i said we went out of our room and went downstairs. We went to the kitchen and we made something to eat. Our birthday will be tomorrow so we need to find out if we can do stuff together. We will be 11 years old I can't wait until we are 18 so we can move out hopefully 17 and get a apartment. I am going to get a job when I am 16 and save up. When I get done making food I sit down and start eating. "Our birthday is tomorrow". I told emmer's. "I am not excited I want mommy here with us" she told me with a sad voice. I sighed, "I know me too but tomorrow is going to be our big day. Maybe we can visit her and have Mrs white take us there. I know where she is at still." I told her hoping she would nod or say yes. "No, i don't want to I am too sad" she said. "Okay, let me know when you change your mind" I told her. When I got done eating I got up and washed my plate. "Hello, what do you two wanna do for your birthday tomorrow?" Mrs white asked us. "We don't know yet I wanna visit my mom but Emmer's won't" I told her looking down while passing her. I go to the living room and sit down I saw a magazine I picked it up and started looking at it. I saw pretty nails, cute hair, and cute clothes. I love fashion and beauty one day I wanna be a hair salon and fashion designer. "You like this Magazine?" Mrs white asked walking to me. "Yeah" I told her smiling. "Have you thought of having your dad- don't say anything the answer will be no" I told her cutting her off. She nods and left the room. I watched her leave and saw Emily crying I rolled my eyes and walked to her. She ran up stairs and I had to come for her. "Emily the reason why I don;t want him to adopt us is because he did more then left us. He sexually touched us. I didnt wanna have you go through it again. Once a child malester always will be one." I told her the part she didnt remember I didnt wanna tell her so she would forget about it and never remember it. "He did?" she asked. I nodded and hugged her. "What if he did change? Can we at least give it a chance?" she asked me. I shook my head no and she cried again. "I am sorry but we have to wait to see if this upcoming home would be better if not then I will check up with him." I explained regretting on what I said. She hugged me. "I wanna visit mom tomorrow" she said. "Okay, I will go to talk mrs white" I told her. I got up and walked out of my room and went downstairs to find mr white. "Hey, Emily and I wanna visit mom" I told her. "Tomorrow?" she asked "Yes" I said answering her question. "Okay" she said. "I also wanna see if this next home will be good for us if not I wanna check up with dad" I told her. "Awesome" she said agreeing. I go upstairs when I walked in my room and went to my drawer. I grabbed a day outfit and went into the bathroom. I turn the water on and get undressed the get in. I wash my hair and body then get out I dry off and get dressed. I put my hair up and do my makeup. I walk out of my room and saw Emmers playing games. "What game are you playing?" I asked her. "Songpop I suck badly." she said. I sit on the bed and help her. Every song that came on I gotten right and helped my sister beat it. "YAY" she said excitedly. I smiled and laid down. "I wanna do something" she said. "Like what?" I asked her. "Bowling?" she told me. "I will go ask" I said I got up and left the room I went down stairs and went to mrs white. "Can we go bowling?" I asked. "Sounds fun I will let the others know that we are going" she said. I walk up stairs and went to the room. "Get ready we're going bowling" I said excitedly. "YAY" she said while dancing around. I smiled and laughed. When she got done getting ready we went downstairs and got our shoes on. When everyone gotten ready we left. When we arrived we got out and walked in. When we walked to the counter he asked us what size shoes. "11's" I said. "9" Emily said. When we all got our shoes we went to the bowling lane. We got our balls and shoes on. "You're up first Victoria" mrs white said. I walked up to the balls and grabbed mine I went to the lane and threw it. When the ball hit the pins it got all but one. I go back to the balls when my ball came out of the hole I grabbed it and tried again. This time I got nothing I was disappointed. "Emily you're up" I letted her know. When she heard me she grabbed the ball and threw it she gotten all of the pins. When we got done bowling we left when we arrived home it was dinner time so we bassically bowled the whole day. "Dinner will be done in a few stay in the living room" mrs white ordered. I went to the living room and watched TV with my sister. Few minutes later mrs white called for us we went to the kitchen and ate. When we got done eating we went to our rooms and watched movies until we passed out.