Stiles Pov
Abandoned.
Again. This time by the only person I can ever truly love. My mate. But Danny ruined it for me. My only chance of happiness. Derek has all my things. Except my jeep I am alone. I dont want to go anywhere. I dont want to do anything. I just want Derek back. All it was, was a move for survival. Just a kiss. It pained me to kiss him. It hurt my whole body. But it was for us. Believe it or not it was. I sat on the forest ground until dark, bawling, cursing my life. I walked to my jeep. All that was in there was my school bag, my wallet, pocket knife, laccrosse things, and my red hoodie. I cried at the momories I had with Derek in that jacket.
The first time I realized he was more than a villian in disguise. More than a sourwolf.
We were all as a pack. Me being the weird one that was only a human just being with them. Isaac and I went to make popcorn for our scary movie marathon when Isaac jokingly pushed me. Too bad I was making over the oven pop corn and I fell onto the burner. My hand was burned a little and I swore under my breath.
"Stiles? Are you alright?" Derek rushed in smelling my burn i suppose.
"Ya, ya. Im fine. It just hurts bad." I winced. He ran to the sink and put my hand under the water. It felt relief. During the move he would whisper to me asking if I was alright. Getting me cold washrags. Caring.
That was gone now. All over nothing. I didnt know where to go. I drove to where I always go when Im lost. The cemetary. I need guidance. I drove without my lights on, willing someone to crash into me. Instead I arrived safely. I started to walk out of my car when I felt a wave of anger flash through me. Derek. He was mad. But I cant do anything for it, I know he wont listen.
"Mom" I whispered. Tears streaming down my face. "I need you right now. I need to talk to someone one. Some one who cares." Not a reply. She wont ever. But that doesnt faze me too bad anymore.
"Well last time I really truly talked to you I was kidnapped.So alot has happened." I began. "I am now a werewolf. Who bit me? Oh only my mate. Derek. Guess what happened? Oh Danny, he broke us apart. I need him I really do. I really wish I had never even met Danny. Or never to been born." I choked out. I missed her.
I ran to my jeep and drove far away. Out of town. I didnt know where I was, or where i was headed i just was driving. My gas tank was full and I drove away. My phone went off. I saw scotts name on the caller ID. I silenced it. I never wanted to come back. I ended up in another small town aboout 2 hours later. I didnt care what it was called. I pulled into a walmart parking lot and went inside. I have 100 dollars. I saved 50. Then walked inside to but a small blanket, and some cheap food. I ended up only spending 20 dollars on a lot of things I needed. Thank god for Walmart. I slept in the car. My heart broken. My life feeling over. Hating myself. Maybe if I was cuter he wouldnt of minded. Maybe if I wouldve not told him Id be with him. Maybe if I had just killed Danny I wouldnt feel like this. I woke up when the sky was grey. I looked at my phone 3 messages and 5 calls.
From: Scotty boy
Hey stiles? Do you know Derek is drinking. He is wasted. Just heads.
From: Scotty boy
Stiles where are you? I heard about you two.
From: Scotty boy
Stiles. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU DEREK NEEDS YOU. THE PACK NEEDS YOU. I need you.
Missed Calls
