Light In The Darkness (Soudam Fanfic)

Chapter 3: Talking to Souda, and the Argument

Souda was off in his cottage tinkering with whatever new machinery he had been able to get his hands on.

The breeder thought it might be a good idea to check the mechanic's cottage first before he went and looked anywhere else. He headed towards the pink haired males cottage a bit nervous for the other males reaction but he knocked on the door of the cottage waiting in suspense to see if the pink haired male would answer.

Souda stopped tinkering with his machines and glanced up at the door. "Come in, it's unlocked." He called.
Probably not the smartest idea with the situation they were in, but in his mind it was impossible for someone to murder another person in broad daylight.

The breeder did as he was told and untwisted the doorknob open, now seeing the pink haired male tinkering with some parts he must have found on the island. "Hello souda, I just cared to talk." He said feeling a bit embarrassed at using this type of speech.

Souda let out a loud and irritated sigh. "Of course it's you. You can't take a hint that I don't want you around, can you?"

It still did not seem to have any affect on the pink haired male, was Hajime maybe mistaken? He figured he'd try one more thing. "Kazuichi please I only care to talk to you. I'm sorry if I have done anything to upset you." He responded obviously embarrassed with a flushed face, and his scarf wrapped around his face.

He raised an eyebrow. Was this man being serious? Did he really want to have a civil conversation? "If you say so, sit down and make yourself at home I guess." He said, gesturing the floor that was covered in scraps of metal that he'd found around the island.

The breeder nodded as he sat down on the ground next to souda. He was happy the other male actually was letting the breeder talk to him. "I was just a bit curious about a certain thing I had heard from Hajime that I'd like to ask you." He responded now playing with his hands not being able to look at the mechanic due to embarrassment and nerves.

Souda froze up. Gundam had talked to Hajime? What exactly had Hajime told him? He was able to shake himself from his sudden freeze up and glanced at the breeder. "Hajime huh? What'd he say?"

Gundam looked at the mechanic. "He had told me you only act this way towards me because you feel like if you acted normal around me, I'd hate you. " he stated now looking deeply at the other male. "Now why on earth might you think that way...kazuichi? I would do nothing of the sort." He said crossing his arms in response.

Souda looked absolutely surprised at this. Looks like Hajime had ratted him out, he'd be angry at the teen if he wasn't in the middle of wracking his brain for a response to the breeder. He'd have to lie; he didn't want to tell Gundam that he made him feel a bit blushy. That was /extremely/ gay.
"Pfft. Hajime's lying to you man. I am acting normal, I just don't like you."

The breeder shook his head, as he awkwardly pulled the pink haired male into a hug. "Please do not lie kazuichi, I know you think I will hate you or reject who you really are, but I'm informing you I'd never do that." He responded now holding on tight and burying his head in the other males shoulder a bit embarrassed still but determined to get through to souda.

Souda's face turned a bright shade of pink. He was tempted to push Gundam off of him and keep up his act, but he felt himself wrap his arms around the breeder, returning the hug, instead. However, he continued to insist that he wasn't faking the way he was acting. "Man I'm telling you, I don't give a shit what you think about me."

The breeder sighed. "Still being difficult I see if that's the case I shall try something else." He responded now releasing his grasp on the other male now moving his hands down to the mechanics sides and starting to tickle him. "Admit to me that you care about what I think, even though I don't advise that you care about my opinion concidering I have a very good opinion on you and there is no need to worry kazuichi." He has responded cracking a slight smile at the other male.

Souda forcefully grabbed Gundam's hands, shooting him a glare. "Don't touch me, man. I'll end you." He threatened. That one was sincere; he wasn't fond of being touched against his will, especially if that contact happened to be tickling.
"I already told you, I don't care what you think of me. Cool, you don't hate me I guess? That's cool, but why do you keep insisting that I admit I care about your opinion of me? I don't. "

The breeder sighed in defeat. Why wouldn't the mechanic open up to him. He tried to lighted the mood and made it worse, he really was terrible at this. "I'm terribly sorry kazuichi, I just tried to lighten the mood, I don't quite understand why you don't open up at all with me, but I am use to it, because most people do hate or dislike me. I apologize and guess I'm unwanted around so I shall take my leave. I just figured since Hajime was your best friend I could get information on your opinion on me so that I can maybe help and change my ways so you would feel different but obviously I failed, and have only made it worse. " he sighted hanging his head feeling like he fucked something important up.

Souda flicked his pink eyes to the ground, for the sake of keeping his little crush a secret, he'd just made Gundam unbelievably sad. However, he simply let the other man leave, not wanting to say much else at risk of upsetting him more.

The breeder got up in silence and arrived at the door leading outside the cottage. "Kazuichi, if you ever care to associate with someone as terrible as me just let me know." And with that he took his leave heading back to his cottage dragging his feet. That could have gone better. He sighed lying down on his bed, sighing feeling upset. His dark gods of dustruction stopped running through their enclosure and ran over to the breeder squeaking and snuggling up to him for comfort.

Souda felt his chest tighten up and his eyes start to water. He quickly turned his attention back to his machines; he knew he'd fucked up pretty bad. He made a mental note to go apologize to Gundam later that night.