Mithross #Wattys2016

Near ending

(Guys, I just want to say like in the part where I said to read everything on the piece of paper, the book will be ending soon and I'll be starting up book 2. You guys might hate how I'm ending it though...)

"Ross, I have something to tell you..." I'm nervous and I was being a little bitch for not telling.

"Yeah, max?" He walked to me and hugged me, kissing me on the lips and pulling away to his chair.

'Fuck I feel bad now...'

"I.... *sigh* I cheated on you with Adam." I finally Admitted.

"Wh-what?"

"I CHEATED ON YOU WITH ADAM." I yelled again. "and I'm FUCKING SORRY. I LOVE YOU DONT GET ME WRONG BUT ADAM... ADAM DID THINGS AND IT MADE ME LOVE HIM IM SORRY ROSS I REALLY FUCKING AM." I shouted. the tears threatening to spill.

"A-Adam... Y-You..." His voice cracked as he slowly fell to the floor. A few tears slid down his face as he looked back up at me. "H-how... Could y-you..." He cried. I couldn't stand to see him like this... I ran out of the room and down to my station. Crying my eyes out. I almost never cried but when it came to Ross, I couldn't control myself.

"Max you okay?" Adams voice rang in my head for a second. My face was full of anger, my fists were clutched.

"ITS YOUR FAULT!" I screamed. "YOUR THE REASON WHY ROSS IS GOING TO HATE ME! ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU" I shouted at him whilst viciously poking his chest and getting up in his face.

"Max, it was the right thing though. Now it can be you and me." He tried to hug me.

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME ADAM. YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH!" I threw his hands down and stormed to my studio and locked the door.

~at home~

"Ross..." I said as we walked inside.

"Max shut up you've been trying to talk to him since the whole ride home!" Tim yelled at me.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP TIM YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!" I Yelled back.

"He's right. Max you should shut up." Ross stormed to his room. Leaving me standing at the doorway Heartbroken.

"Ross I'm sorry..." I said as he left. Tim walked away to his room and I was alone...

***

I couldn't sleep, I got up from my bed. 2:43 am... I walked the bathroom and started back up on an old habit of mine from high school. The cool blade slid across my arm as I clenched my fist to take some of the pain away as the warm metallic blood shed down my skin.

I made Ross hate me
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I cheated on Ross
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Adam was able to seduce me from my own boyfriend...
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When I was finished I had 3 cuts on my arm. The warm blood fell to the white and blue tiled floor as I grabbed a small mini towel to wash the blood off.

3:47 am... I went back to sleep, i couldn't take my mind off Ross....