Here I Am

I Won't Say I'm In Love

A/U
Ben pov

I looked at ciara and i wished i could love her like i love Denis . But i can't why can't i be normal ? She was everything a man could want . She grabbed her purse as we went to dinner to see my mates i walked in the door and our eyes meet instantly. Ciara squeezed my hand and i instantly jolted away from his eyes. We both enter the booth to see the waiter come to the table Denis eyes light up with excitement when he saw his Mexican food i swear he could eat a ton. Ciara sat there they made small talk with James, James looked at her boobs the whole time i didn't care all i wanted was Denis. I always though Ciara hated Denis because every-time i looked at him her face would scrunch up. We all paid for the bill . Me and Ciara drove home in silence she lead me to the door tonight. Tonight was my last night here before Warptour. I was differently ready for the tour Ciara stripped only into her bra and underwear. Just wait Ciara i promise i'll make love to you when i come back from Warptour i'm not in the mood. Okay baby what about a blow job ? will that make you feel better ? No Ciara i told you when i get home okay !? Can we just watch a movie please ? "okay benny anything for you baby " i got up and put in a movie. As the rolling credits came up for Grease i couldn't help but think but John Travolta would look more hot if he was Denis.

Denis pov

My best friend Dasha was over to help me back for the tour we about to go on. Sleepovers where always fun with her we could always talk about guys we liked me watch our favorite movie The Notebook. As i finished packing for the tour i put my bag next to the front door for tomorrow Dasha clime into the bed we always share together when she spends the night. I clime into bed with her , Her hair was straight and prefect different from what Ben's hair looked matted and all over the place. We stayed up really late took selfies and ate ice cream the whole time she was over was i would love to be in Ben arm's

*The next day *

Dasha left when i was leaving foe warptour we said our goodbye's as she told me to have fun but not to much fun . i hugged and kissed her check goodbye as i got on the bus. Then i saw him my heart started beating really fast when he heard the door close shut being me. He was already drinking "he diffidently is not a morning person i though to myself" He smile "good morning " g- good mo- morning i stuttered as i turned tomato red . He smiled bigger *bing* Ben looked down at his phone it was Ciara his smile fated . They were fighting about something stupid Ben didn't come out of his bunk so i waited for the rest of the guys to come on the bus .