Here I Am

Another Bottle Down

Ben pov

i pulled the curtain away from Denis bunk with tears in my eyes "whats wrong " he asked can i lay down with you? He slowly nodded his head not really knowing what is going on . He moved to give me some room so i could lay down with him . I reached behind me to close the curtain " whats wrong Ben " he asked again looking into my eyes. Ciara is a bitch she keeps yelling at me for stupid shit she doesn't want me hanging around you. It's not like you feel the same way about me i heard Denis say the words i never thought he would say " Ben i like you to " i saw him look into my eyes with his beautiful honey brown eyes and turning bright red. My phone started to vibrate Ciara was calling sighing i got out of Denis bunk and answered my phone Hello ? " look i'm sorry for being mean to you lately i just .... It's been hard not having you home its fine honey even thought i wish i was saying these words to him. "why are you ignoring me all day then i'm your girlfriend and i need you there for me when i need you the most Ben ! Ciara "what do you mean your done !? ". You bitch at me all the time and im done with it. If i was being honest i lost feelings for you a long time ago. " fuck you Ben i should have never trusted you or believed a word that came out of your mouth i'm so fucking dumb. The phone went dead i shut off my phone and threw it into my bunk and swiftly walked out of the bus to the nearest bar to think clearly. It was our day off i soon found a bar to drink at i order whiskey and another i soon lost track of how many I've had . I never wanted to hurt her but i couldn't take it anymore or lying to myself i really wanted to be with Denis more than anything.

Denis pov

Ben had told me that he liked me i can't believe he actually told me that. I felt butterfly's in my stomach but like always Ciara ruined the moment like always and my bunk felt cold without Ben in my bunk. Suddenly my curtain ripped open again this time it was Cameron , Sam , and James "hey mate wanna go out for drink" sure sounds good . Has anyone seen Ben ? Sam asked he left Ciara called i answer" hope he breaks up with Ciara i can't stand her she is the devils daughter and i hate seeing him upset because of her" said Cameron." well lets go the longer we wait the longer the booze calls my name" Cameron you are a idoit we all laugh at that and walked out of the tour bus.

*later*

I didn't feel like drinking i couldn't stop thinking about what Ben said, All 3 of the lads where drunk Cameron was trying to pick up someone twice his age it was really funny. But the other two sat beside me only getting up to get more beers. I tested Dasha hey when are you free ? i want you to meet the guys and i need to tell you stuff that happen. I put my phone back in my pocket a drunk sam came walking with more beer's. As the night went on they got more hammered and told each other stupid joke's that were not even funny. I walked all 3 of them back to the tour bus . When I open the door ben was there with worry in his eyes until he saw the guys hunched over throwing up. He helped me get them all in and as soon as the words left my mouth wish I never said them. You wanna cudle tonight? But his next words took me by surprise "yeah I would like that I jumped up into the bunk first and pluged my phone in I didn't relize that Dasha had texted. " next week hope to see you soon ". I smiled to myself a little I turned off my phone I felt Ben's arms wrapped around my waste. I slowly tried turning around in his arms only to see his beautiful blue eyes staring into mine. I looked down feeling my cheeks turning bright red " I broke up with Ciara " why ? I looked up fast even though I was really happy that he did "because I couldn't lie to myself anymore and she was being a total bitch". He told told me I could smell the alcohol on his breath Ben your drunk your gonna regret that in the
Morning "no I won't " his fingers lightly brushing my face pulling me closer. My heart started beating fast as his lips got closer to mine. His lip's gently touched mine and my heart melted as his lips started to move against mine. He slowly pulled away he looked into my eyes and slightly smiled. I never have been this happy in a long time. Ben snuggled into me I could smell him now I think he drank to much tonight. I took out my phone to see what time it was 3 Am . I didn't relize how late it was I turned off my phone snuggled into ben more and thought about the kiss we just shared

A/N Thank you for reading the story this far I never thought that anyone would be reading this it means everything to me that someone ia actually is reading my story and thanks for voting for it.