homestuck because why not? {requests please!}

kurtuna1

#TW self harm

fluff rating: just... just let me cry in this corner for a while.

he watched... he watched as he saw him with her. so happy. so perfect. kurloz watched mituna and latula as their romance blossomed. he watched as he kissed her. and loved her. he watched with a stupid fake smile on his face. whenever he kissed her, kurloz couldn't take it. he absconded back to his hive as indigo tears spilled a little. he dug through a small drawer and found a razor. he had become a little masochistic and fond of sharp objects since his stiches. he took a deep breath and cut down on his wrist. indigo dripped from it as he sat there smiling. this had to stay his little secret. he was so red. too red. mituna could never feel that way for him. he was too blinded by her. his eyes welled up again and he lied in his floor and silently cried himself to sleep.