homestuck because why not? {requests please!}

dirk x reader1

#TW suicidal thoughts

#TW suicide attempt

today was the day.

you had been planning this for weeks but you were finally going to rid the world of your existance. you were depressed, had been since you were a kid.

your eyes, already looking half dead, were focused on the railroad tracks in front of you. as you heard the whistle and felt the ground rattling, you felt your mouth curve up in a smile for the first time in years.

you took a deep breath and giggled as you jumped out in front of the oncoming train. you knew they took too long to stop even if someone saw you. just as you were about to feel the sweet release of death, something that wasn't a train smacked into your side. it knocked you over to the side and you watched the train you had oh so patiently waited for pass by.

you find that the thing was a man, who was now screaming at you. you couldn't hear him over the deafening roar of the train anyway so you just stare with your dead eyes.

he looks at you and realizes you aren't listening so he just gets up, wiping the dirt off of himself. he offers a hand to you and you take it, seeing no point in arguing with this stranger. what could a stanger do to you at this point? murder you? oh yeah that's a punishment alright. woo.

after the train is gone the two of you sit on the pile of rocks next to the tracks. he runs a hand through his spiked up anime hair and looks at you. "what the hell was that?" he asked. you shrug.

"well... I'm dirk strider" he says, a bit of a southern twang evident in his words. you nod, still looking off in the distance. "look" he says, suddenly very serious. "there is no reason a doll like you should be trying to make soke lucky fella live the rest of his life without you"

you laugh at that, holding your stomache. "nobody would miss me" you said through hollow chuckles. he looks at you and moves a strand of hair behind your ear. "well how about we go out to dinner and I'll be the person who would miss you?"

from that day on, you no longer wished to die. the light slowly came back to your eyes as dirk strider treated you like a queen. one day, you forgot what had even made you so upset. the happiest day of your life was when dirk got down on one knee and baisically begged you to marry him... to stay with him. you of course said yes.

YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS. IT WILL ALL BE OKAY.