☆Miesha★ (Editing)

*Chapter 15*

~ Only in Love and War. Only in Love and War.~

"Here you go." "How many people you put on gun point?" I thought. "About 9 of em. They was fucking playing." He smiled. "You did good. Better than Rayjon. I like that. I like it a lot. He came up to me and felt my face. He leaned down and kissed me. His tongue got in my mouth and explored all around it. He slid down the straps of my shirt. I was getting wet. I pulled away and slip back up my straps.

"I gotta go." I walked out and got in Destiny car. I rolled one and took a pull. "What happened in there?" I shook my head. "Nothin. Just take me home." Destiny drove off and I didn't wanna face Rayjon. We pulled up and Rayjon car was already there. Tears fell from my eyes. "DAMN!!" Destiny looked at me crazy. "What's wrong?" "Talveyion kissed me and I let him. I feel bad about it. That's his boss." Destiny hugged me. "It's go be ok." I pulled away. "It's not ok. I did him wrong. It's go eat me up forever. I feel bad."

Destiny rubbed my shoulders. "I can't go in there." "You have to." I got my purse and got out and walked in. I didn't wanna have to face him. Rayjon came down the stairs and crossed his arms. "What happened?"

"Nothing." "Naw it's not nothing. Talveyion fired me plus Chris told me. That was my boss." I dropped my purse. "I'm sorry. I really am." His fist clenched. "I simply asked you did you love me, you said you did BUT TURN AROUND AND DO THIS!" "I do love you." "Get out my face with that bullshit." I walked up to him. "But I love you." I tried to touch him but he backed away. "DON'T TOUCH ME."

"But I'm sorry." He punched me. I fell on the floor and held my face. He kicked and kept punching me. "Stop please." "Gosh!" He stopped and walked out the house.

*2 months later*

"Miesha please stop he'll be back." I killed 6 guys due to not having my money. "He haven't came in 2 months so what makes you think he'll be back now." Destiny was crying. "You're gonna OD. Please stop. I don't like what you became. You done changed a lot Miesha." I rolled another joint. "Shut up Destiny."

I was sweating. I began shaking. The room started spinning. "Miesha?" My eyes rolled in the back of my head and I passed out.

Author P.O.V

"Augh Miesha wake up," said Destiny. Destiny was scared half to death. She grabbed her phone and dialed 9-1-1. "9-1-1 what is your emergency?" "Miesha Harvard, she passed out. Please send a ambulance." "What is your location?" "166 Broad Street." "An ambulance will be on there way." Destiny hung up and started doing CPR on Miesha. "Come on Miesha. Please wake up."

*Dream FYI*

"Miesha Laylanie Harvard. I'm very disappointed in you." I rolled my eyes. "Don't make me roll them eyes out ya head." "Why are you disappointed in me?" Mama sat down crisscrossed. "After all I seen I'm surprised why not? What you did to your father was wrong. That Rayjon boy had messed up your head. Got you up here skipping school and doing drugs." "Mama I don't want to hear what you have to say. It's my decision."

"WELL YOUR DECISION GO GET YOU IN A LOT OF TROUBLE! What happened to the old Miesha? Cause this girl right here is not her." Tears fell from my mother's eyes. "Don't do this. Don't be like me. I did the same thing and look at me now. Dead. I want you to live your life. Don't live it like this baby." Drugs took my mother? Tears fell from my eyes. "How?" Mama got up and hugged me. "It takes one step at a time. You need to leave Rayjon before he puts you in a coma."

"Mama I can't leave him." "Well let him change but he don't need to be hitting on you. Take my word and it'll lead you to a better life. Don't be like me. Live your life. I love you baby and I don't want to see you dead. Fix your life before your dad has to bury you." I shook my head yea. "I love you baby." "I love you too mama."

*End of DREAM*

"Augh." Destiny jumped up. "Miesha." She hugged me. I looked around. "Oh Miesha you need to change your life." "Don't worry I am." I wiped her tears. "Stop crying. I'm ok I guess." A doctor walked in. "She woke up. Hmmm well I guess we can change this then. Do you know where you are?" I cleared my throat. "In a room in an ugly ass gown."

He chuckled. "Yea they are ugly. Miesha you're in a hospital because you almost ODed. Your friend here called 9-1-1 in good timing. You ought to thank her. Let me go tell the others to not make the calling." The doctor walked out and Destiny wiped her eyes. "Thank you. What would I do without you?" She smiled. "It's actually my fault because I introduced you to smoking. But you're welcome and that's what friends are for." We hugged.

"What did I get myself into?" Destiny shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know but you can always fix it and go back to the old Miesha." "I still have money. When I get out of here we're going shopping."