☆Miesha★ (Editing)

*Chapter 18*

*4 days later*

"He probably was just mad. Don't leave," said Kristina. I was packing my clothes and Kristina was helping me. "Oh he probably was mad. He was serious when he told me to get out of his house." I grabbed my hygiene products out the bathroom and threw them in my bag. Kristina stopped putting clothes in my suitcase and put her hand on her hip. "He probably didn't mean it."

I zipped up the bag and crossed my arms. "He probably this he probably that you know what shut the hell up. What he said is what he wants me to do. No ifs ands or buts." I got all the suitcases and put them in the trunk of my car. Kristina came out with a suitcase and put it in the trunk. I closed the door and trunk before Kristina stopped me.

"Where are you gonna live?" I unlocked my car. "Wherever I can. I have money still from my old life so I'll use that and live in an apartment I guess." Kristina shook her head. "No you will not live in an apartment. Get your dad to let you stay here." I opened my car door and got in and closed it in her face. I started it up and rolled down the window. "You know what? Let me do me and you do you. Ok? Ok." I drove off and didn't know where to go.

I pulled up at a nearby bar and found a parking spot. I combed through my hair with my fingers and grabbed my purse and got out the car and went inside the bar. I sat on one of the stools and looked at the menu. "Would you like to try the appetizers?" The voice had sounded familiar. I looked up and he did too.

"Miesha?" I sighed and rolled my eyes. "Hey Talveyion." He laughed. "What's up with you?" I shook my head. "Nothing. Just tryna get my life back together that's all." Talveyion grabbed a towel and cleaned a cup out. "Oh so you changing now? And so you dumped Rayjon just so you can do that?" I smacked my lips and crossed my arms. "You don't even know why me and him broke up." "Why then? Was it because you couldn't take him being famous? Or you like to be private?"

I grabbed my purse and got up and was finna walk out but Talveyion grabbed me. Tears fell from my eyes. "Look I'm sorry ok? Lets sit down and talk about it." I got my arm out his grasp and walked out the door. "Miesha!" He followed me out the door. "Miesha!" I stopped walking and turned around. "BEFORE YOU START ACCUSING STUFF YOU NEED TO KNOW WHAT REALLY WENT DOWN. I ONLY LEFT HIM BECAUSE HE BEAT ME. I HAVE WHEPS AND BRUISES WHERE HE DONE HIT ME. MY ATTITUDE CHANGED A LOT. I TREATED MY DAD WRONG AND CAME BACK TO FIX THINGS BUT I ENDED UP GETTING KICKED OUT BECAUSE I'M 5 MONTHS PREGNANT BY HIS ASS."

Tears poured out my eyes. Talveyion mouth dropped. "Why you didn't tell me?" I wiped my eyes. "You was worse. Drug dealing and threatening people." He looked at my stomach. "You pregnant with his child?" I shook my head. "And because I didn't want an abortion, my dad kicked me out so I ain't got nowhere to go." Talveyion went back into the bar and then came back out. "You're staying with me. We're friends and friends help each other out."

He held out his arms and I walked into them and cried on his chest. "Stop crying Miesha. Everything's go be alright." I wish everything was ok but it's not. We pulled away and Talveyion wiped my eyes. "Get in your car and we'll go to my house. You're staying with me." I unlocked my doors and got in my car and Talveyion got in his. I had a bad feeling of staying with Talveyion. Will I see Rayjon? Will I go back to drugs?

Talveyion pulled off and I drove behind him. I was getting scared. My hands was sweating and shaking uncontrollably. My heart started beating faster as I got closer to his house and my leg shook. We pulled up at Talveyion house and I didn't want to get out. I wanted so bad to turn around and drive off but Talveyion came up to my window.

"You go get out or what?" He smiled. I popped my trunk and Talveyion went and grabbed my suitcases and I got out the car and fixed my skirt.

"Did you get them all?" Talveyion closed the trunk and had trouble going up to the house. I followed behind him. "You betta not drop my bags. That's Gucci." He cursed under his breath. He set a suitcase down and opened the door. I walked in and he struggled behind me. There was talking in the living room. "Go in the living room and I'll be there shortly." I shook my head and went in the living room.

"And so..." I walked in and everybody stopped and looked at me. One dude looked up from his phone and wondered why everybody stopped talking until he looked over at me. My heart stopped completely. "Miesha?" I breathed in and out slowly. I felt tears coming. I walked out and I heard Rayjon follow me. "Miesha?" Tears fell from my eyes. "Miesha?!" I closed myself in the hallway bathroom. He banged on the door.

"Miesha can we talk please?" "I ain't got nun to say to you so just go away." He twisted the knob. "Miesha, I know I treated you wrong and I'm sorry for that. I really am." I rubbed my belly. "How I'm suppose to know that?" "Miesha, I've changed a lot. I'm not the same person anymore." I smacked my lips. "Leave me alone." "I'm not going anywhere. Please try us again and I'll promise I wont put my hands on you. Just open the door." I wiped my eyes and looked at the door. "You promise?" "Yes. Open the door." I smiled and walked up to the door and put my hand on the doorknob.