Suicidal

First Day

This is it, this is the start of a new chapter in my life. I am excited but also anxious as well. What if I have no friends again? What if they don't accept me into their group of friends? What if I'm bullied again? Great! Now I feel even more scared! I grabbed my bag and put my shoes on, then I ran down the stairs and out of the door to catch the bus.

I reached the school office and one of the ladies in there lead me to my new form room. My form room is quite small and there was only about 10 people already in there. The walls were painted a dull grey colour that was cracked, and for some reason the ceiling was painted the same colour. Needless to say, it was ugly and boring.

The people in the form were boring as well. They all had their uniform very neat and tidy and I felt like the odd one out. For the whole of form time, I didn't talk to anyone.

We had maths first and I already hate my teacher. He is called Mr Brown, how dull is that?! It even sounds boring. He is very tall, slim and has no sense of humour at all. I have no idea how they cope with a teacher like him.

Then I had art which wasn't too bad but still quite boring. Our teacher is called Miss Button and is quite short. She has quite a round face and looks like a very welcoming character.

For third period I had English. It was as boring as hell and our teacher is American. As much as I hated the lesson, Mrs Walker , the teacher, is really nice and is actually quite funny. She has blonde hair and blue eyes and is an average height.

Then it was lunch. I sat alone until some boys came over to sit with me, which I found was really weird. They were the most popular boys in school and they chose to sit with the new kid. they asked me questions like: 'So why did you move schools?' and 'What was your old school like? I secretly wished that they would leave me alone but I also liked the company so I answered their questions and then told them that I needed to go and see our form tutor so that I could tell her how i had felt for the first half of the day. I told her that it was fine and that I made some friends. Then i left because i was bored.

For fourth period I had music. It was so boring and I hate my teacher so much, she is called Mrs Thompson. There is no point describing her because she is so boring.

Finally, I had science and it was actually really fun. We got to burn marshmallows to find out the amount of energy in them and then we got to eat them.

During the whole of the school day, I got lost about 3 times. I was quite proud of myself actually, I was expecting to get lost about 100 times, even though that that is almost impossible.

I like this school more than my old school but I still don't really fit in. I wanted to try out for the football team but I was too scared, tomorrow we have PE and I love sports so I can't wait but I am just a bit worried about having to play in teams because I still don't know anyone.