Hidan x Reader- Confusing Love

Chapter 8

Y/N's POV
You wake up feeling like shit. Your head hurts and so does your neck. You begin to recall the events of the past night and run to your bathroom mirror. You stare at the deep purple marks on your neck and get lost in a world of pain and horrible memories. Orochimaru's face pops up in your mind and tears begin to fall down your cheeks as picture after picture of your terrible past begin to flood your mind. A knock at the door followed by shouting brought you out of nightmare.

"Y/N! Y/N, open up, please, its me Deidara, Hidan told us all this morning what happened, please let me in, un" your best friend called out to you.

You ran to the door and pulled it open dragging in Deidara and hugging him hard. He shut the door and held you tight as tears fell from your e/c eyes.

"Shhhh, its ok Y/N, I'm here now, he can't hurt you anymore, un"

"I was *sob* so scared Dei *sob* I thought he was gonna... gonna" you couldn't finish your sentence because of how hard you were crying.

"I should have over powdered him. We are both Akatsuki members. We are both strong, so why did he pin me?" You cried.

You thought that you had gotten stronger over the years. You had trained so no man could never take advantage of you like Orochimaru did. You were so disappointed in yourself. This is was all your fault.

"Don't you dare blame yourself for this, un" Deidara says sternly whilst looking into your eyes. "This is not your fault. You did nothing wrong, it was all Sasori. He had way too much to drink and let his dick takeover from his rational thinking. He owes you an apology and he would be here saying it right now if... I hadn't knocked him out as soon as Hidan told us all this morning" Deidara chuckled as he said the last part and you just smiled at him. He was such a great friend.

Oh! Shit! You just remembered Hidan was the one who saved you! You owe him a real, non drunken thank you but... You didn't want to leave your room.

"Dei?"

"Yes, Y/N?"

"Would you go get Hidan for me... I need to thank him for saving me. I would go get him myself but I don't want to see any other members today"

"Sure, un" Deidara says before walking out of your room.

You move to sit on your bed and begin to play with the corner of your blanket.
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A few minutes pass and a knock comes to your door.

"Come in" you gently say and the door opens showing Hidan and Deidara. Slowly, they walk in.

"Dei, could you leave for little while? You can come back later, it juzt while me and Hidan talk." You ask looking at your blue eyed best friend.

"Sure thing Y/N, I'll come round later with food, un" he says before exciting and closing the door.

Hidan was just standing there awkwardly before you spoke.

"You can sit down you know" you giggled tapping the bed next to you.
Hidan blushed hearing your cute giggle but managed to hide it.

"Errr... Ok" he says sitting down next to you. You turn to face him and began to speak.

"Last night... When Sasori... You know... Anyway, I thought that my past would be replayed and I guess it took all the strength I usually have away from me. If you didn't turn up and help me, Sasori would've probably raped me and I really can't thank you enough for helping me Hidan. Really thank you so much." You choked on the last part as tears began to form.

What you did next surprised Hidan as you hugged him and began to lightly cry. He was shocked at first but decided the best thing to do was to hug you back. After about 3 minutes of hugging you finished crying pulled back to look at Hidan. He wiped the stray tears that remained away and looked to your neck, lightly tracing the mark's that were there with his fingers.

"Did that asshole do this?" He asked and you just nodded in response.

"That bastard" he growled shaking his head.

A couple of minutes went by and neither of you talked. You just sat there, enjoying each others company. You started to feel tired due to your hangover and leaned on Hidans shoulder. He blushed and looked at you.

"What are you fucking doing?" He asked in confusion.

"I'm tired so I'm leaning on you, what does it look like." You breathed and yawned.

"We are on a fucking bed why don't you lie down on it?"

"Because knowing that someone's here makes me feel safe" you clarified, positioning yourself so that lying on his lap "plus you're really comfy" Hidan just sigh's and lets you stay where you are.

Some time passes and you speak up again.

"This is getting uncomfortable and I'm a little chilly..." You think before you speak up again "would you... Stay with me whilst I nap?"

Hidans face went bright red as he looked at you with a shocked expression.

"W-what?!? Why do you want me to fucking stay with you?" He asked.

"Well... When I feel depressed, usually Dei or Konan stay with me but since your here I thought I'd ask"

Hidan thinks for whiled before nodding. "Sure why the fuck not, I think I need a nap anyway, I'm just as hungover as you are." He says before you both move to under the covers.

You cuddle into Hidan and he blushes again. He relaxes a bit and holds onto your waist. You could tell he wasn't used to this kinda thing. Hugging. He was probably only used to being in a bed with a women for one reason. Sex. But that wasn't going to happen. You were both quite content with just staying there holding each other for no other reason then for comfort. You could tell that after this, you and Hidan would be better friends, and better teammates.