Hidan x Reader- Confusing Love

Chapter 15

Y/N POV
'Ughhh my head, it feels like a train ran over it, at least I'm warm, what the fuck happened... Oh yeah, I used toge boushi for too long. Well shit, that explains why my eyes feel so heavy... Ok, you can open them Y/N, you are the master of your own body... On the count of 3, 1...2...3' after you had finished with your inner monologue, you opened your eyes only to be met with a bright 'shit am I dead?' You thought as your vision started to become more clear 'ahhh, it's just a lamp, well I guess I'm immortal so death would have been quite strange' You turn your body only to be faced with more pain and a quite handsome Jashinist holding you. 'Awww how sweet, he's holding my sleeping form... Maybe I should wake him up'

"Hidan~" you cooed in a soft voice.

He stirred slightly but didn't wake.
'Lazy bastard' "Hidan, wake up, if you don't I'll bit your nose..." Still there was no response.

You leaned over to his face and took his nose into your mouth. At first you bit down gently but his peaceful slumber annoyed you so you bit down with all the force you could muster in this weak state.

His eye shot open and by the looks of it he was about to shout but as he realised it was you his angry expression softened and much to your surprise pulled you in for hug.

"You had me so fucking worried Y/N, you don't even fucking know" he whispered whilst stroking your hair.

"Jeez, Hidan, I've only been out for a couple of hours" you replied which made him pull back and stare at you with a shocked expression.

"A couple of hours? You've been out for 5 fucking days."

5 days?!? 5 whole days!! You were more than confused. 'I normally only sleep for like 4 hours after using it, damn... No wonder I feel so beat'
You looked at Hidan and brought your hand up to his cheek, gently caressing it.

"I'm sorry for making you worry so much" you said before lightly kissing his lips. He kissed back but only for a second before pulling away.
"I'd kiss you for longer but I know it lead to me thinking with my dick and I really don't want to hurt you... I've never really cared for someone as much as I have for you. I don't know how to explain it, you just make me so fucking happy. When I saw you laying in the living room with a bloodstained face I felt... I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my fucking chest. I haven't left your side since. I want to make sure that the women I lo... The women I care for is safe, I don't ever want to see you hurt again. Not like that."

When Hidan finished you were so shocked. At one point, it almost seemed like he was goona say he loved you! You looked into his eyes and you could see... Tears? Was he holding back tears?!

"Hidan... I care about you! I care about you so much but I didn't know how to tell you. You've helped me with so much these last couple of weeks and when I kiss you it feels... Different. Like the world has stopped and if we break apart then I'll be missing a piece of me. A special piece and unlike you, I'm not afraid to say it... I, oh god, I love you! I love you so fucking much Hidan. Normally I wouldn't be the first to say it but I need you to hear just hoe much you mean to me. It started off as a drunken sex fail but after the second time we ya know 'did it' and all the times we've kissed, not to mention all thr times you've helped me, I can honestly say that I, F/N L/N love you."

The tears that Hidan was holding back slowly fell down his perfect face. He grabbed your face amd pulled you in for a passionate kiss. Your tongues explored each others mouths and you held on to him like your life depended on it. When you pulled apart Hidan spoke.

"I will say it one day, I'll shout it from the fucking roof tops, but I... I don't have the balls to say it today" he whispered whilst nuzzling into the crook of your neck.

"I know you will Hidan, and I will wait" you replied before closing your eyes and falling into a peaceful slumber.