Hidan x Reader- Confusing Love

Chapter 19

Y/N POV
You walked into the base with Deidara but ditch him when you get to the living room door. You weren't going to face any of the other members yet. Not until you've showered and made your face look slightly presentable. As you entered your room you take off your clothes and shut the door. 'Time to shower, God I smell like sweat after running. why did I even do that? I hate physical activity. I also hate a certain man right now so its time to initiate step one of my ultimate revenge plan: its time to look like a slut and make that boy jealous' yes your revenge plan was petty but oh well. This is only step one.

After your shower you decide to put on your makeup and you were not afraid to admit that you looked hot as fuck. Now its time to pick an outfit. You look through all your clothes and settle for a crop top and a mini skirt with thigh highs (totally appropriate ninja wear 😂) 'this'll do, I mean look at me, if I was a dude I'd fuck me. He'll regret fucking up my heart the scumbag'.

You look at your self one more time in the mirror before walking to the door before you fall to your knees in agony. 'Shit... I still need to recover. No. I need to do this. Stand up bitch. Stand up'. You get onto your feet and stumble out of your door. 'This fucking hurts, I wonder if there's anything in the kitchen that can help'. You manage to walk to the kitchen and once you get there you start rummaging through the cupboards. You open one on the far end of the room and are met with a horrible surprise. Rum.

You stare at it. You can hear it calling your name. 'No, Y/N, you mustn't... Its bad... But I guess one little might help with the pain. It did before.' By this time the bottle was in your hand and you were unscrewing the top. You place the lid on the side and lift the bottle to your lips. You take a quick swig and cough at the sweet burning sensation. Oh how you've missed this feeling. Now that you've had one taste, you can't get enough, so you decide to down half the bottle. 'What am I doing?' You think as you drink more. You must admit that the pain was slowly subsiding. By this point the whole bottle was done and you were hunting for another...
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Hidan's POV
Ever since the blonde bomber freak walked into the fucking room he's been staring me down. The little fuck if he looks at me like this for any longer, I'll kill him. I guess I deserve it though. I fucked up his best friends heart... The girl I likes heart. I'm an idiot.

"Look Deidara, I know I've annoyed you but if you keep looking at me like that I'll fucking kill you."

"You're lucky I haven't attacked you Hidan. If it wasn't for her I would've blown you up"

"Cos you're her bitch right? You listen to everything she fucking says?" I say just to annoy him. I kinda regret it.

"Watch your tongue! I'm only looking after her, something you should've done instead of holding onto your pathetic pride! Just you watch, you've messed with the wrong person Hidan. She's crazy, you've seen how she kills and how much joy it brings to her. there's a reason she's a member of this organisation and you're lucky she hasn't decided to attack you yet. Just you wait Hidan, she'll have you begging her for forgiveness!" he shouted at me.

The bastard. He wouldn't understand. Plus, why does he think messing with me about her getting her own back will help the fucking situation? Its just stupid. She wouldn't do that.
Just as I was about to speak up something very unexpected happened. Y/N burst into the room and she looked hot. Like really fucking hot. But something was off.

"Hello boys, are you ready to party"she slurred with a bottle of what looked like wine in her hand. Wait was she drunk...

"Oh look, she's back to drinking again what a surprise" Itachi said with a smirk on his face.

"I actually thought she could stop, oh well, looks like we're having a party so I'm not complaining" Kisame laughed as he stood up and stretched out his arms.

"No, we can't encourage her, Y/N just go back to your room and sleep" I say trying to be the rational one.

"You shut the fuck up! You don't care about me really so back off and let me be me you small dick fuck" Y/N slurred back

Ow. That hurt. But I guess I deserved it. I was about to speak again when I was interrupted.

"Yeah Hidan, let her do what she wants." Deidara said.

Wait what? Did he just say that? He looks unimpressed with her but still, he's supposed to be her best friend yet he's allowing her to do this to herself. I look over to Konan thinking she'll have something to say about this but no, she was just talking to Zetsu about what alcohol to purchase. Do non of them care?

Wait, what am I doing? I through everything she gave to me back in her fucking face and I knew she was fucking venerable. This is my fault. Shit.

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I've been watching her since the party began and the more I see the angrier I get. She's sat on Itachi's knee, whispering things in his ear and it's pissing me off. I want to go over there and rip her away from him but what right do I have? I through away what love she gave me so I have no right to be angry. I just wish this wasn't her way of getting back at me.

Just as I was about to leave this stupid fucking room, I catch her sweet yet drunk voice whisper  something to Itachi that caught my attention.

"Lets go to my room emo boy, I'll turn that frown upside down"

No. NO. I will not let him have her in that way.

"Itachi, if you touch any part of her body inappropriately, I'll fucking end you" I said with venom dripping off of every word.

"Oh, well its not like you own her now is it? I actually remember you saying you don't give a shit about her so why do you care so much Hidan? Do you like her?" Itachi said with an apparent smile on his stupid fucking face.

Yes I do like her, but can I announce it to everyone?...