Hidan x Reader- Confusing Love

Chapter 17

Hidan's POV
Well fuck. I knew Y/N was prone to an outburst or two but I was not expecting her to do that! I mean I knew she was getting fucking pissed as soon as Orochimaru's name was mentioned so I should have tried to calm her down but it happened so suddenly.

Right now everyone one in the room is silently looking at either me or Deidara for answers and it looks like I'll have to step up as the powder puff looks to shocked to speak.

"I'm guessing that you're all fucking confused at what just happened" I spoke up gaining the attention of the others.

"Did Orochimaru really do all of that to Y/N?" Itachi asked but before I could respond, Kisame began to talk.

"He probably did, it would explain the alcoholism and it would explain why she's always a bitc... I mean why she's always angry."

"But if he did do all that, then why was she such a slut? People who get raped usually don't enjoy sex with multiple people." Kakuza added.

"She wasn't a slut" me and Deidara said at the same time.

"She's slept with you both" Sasori chimed in.

"But she didn't fuck you did she puppet boy" I barked at him, making him sink back and away from the conversation.

"Why so angry Hidan? Is it because your girlfriend is mentally fucked up?" Zetsu decided to say.

"She's not my fucking girlfriend. I hold no feelings towards the bitch."

My feelings for Y/N are getting stronger everyday and the more we talk about her like this, the angrier I get, but I can't let the base know I have feelings for her. Feelings are weak and I'm anything but weak. I'll just have to keep my distance from her for a while.

"If you hold no feelings towards her, why did you stay by her side the entire time she was out" Itachi asked which caught me off guard.

"She was just an easy fuck and thats all. I stayed by her side hoping it would give me an easier chance of getting into her pants again. That's all. She means nothing to me."

Then a voice spoke up that I wasn't expecting to hear. It was the last fucking voice I wanted to hear at this point in time and the hurt that was oozing from it made my heart sink.

"Do you really mean all of that Hidan?" Y/N whispered.
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Y/N POV
(2 minutes before Hidan fucked up)

"Are you sure I should go back Konan? I mean, I don't really want to answer any questions them pricks want to ask me." You say with caution in your voice.

"Yes. You need to go back so I can make Pein apologise." Konan responded

"How do you plan on doing that? Also he doesn't need to apologise, he didn't know about my past with Orochimaru."

"He still owes you an apology and I plan getting that from him by threatening to cut him off from a certain activity. No more arguments now lets go" Konan said with amusement in her voice.

"Fine, but you have to help me walk"

With that Konan wrapped an arm around you and helped you to your bedroom door. As you walk down the corridor you begin to hear the voices of your annoying comrades.

"Why so angry Hidan? Is it because your girlfriend is mentally fucked up?" You heard the familiar voice of Zetsu say.

'Are they talking about me?' You think as you get closer to the room.

"She's not my fucking girlfriend. I hold no feelings towards the bitch."

You heard Hidan say, which hury a lot more than you'd like to admit. You feel Konan squeeze you closer to her as you approach the door.

"If you hold no feelings towards her, why did you stay by her side the entire time she was out" Itachi retaliated which gave you some sort of hope that everything Hidan had said to you in the past wasn't a lie.

I mean, you've confessed you're love to him. He knows how you feel and he looked after you when you were going through a shit time. He wouldn't do that if he didn't like you back, right?

"She was just an easy fuck and thats all. I stayed by her side hoping it would give me an easier chance of getting into her pants again. That's all. She means nothing to me."

Wrong.

How could he say that? You didn't know what to do and before you could run back to your room, your mouth opened and you said "Do you really mean all of that Hidan?

You didn't mean for it to come out so sad and desperate but you had to know. Did he really spend all this time with you for now reason?

Within seconds Hidan turned around with a mortified expression whilst all the other members had what seemed to he smirks on their faces. Assholes.

"Well Hidan, don't keep the woman waiting. Is it true?" Kisame almost snickered over his words.

"Y/N..." Was all Hidan said.

You were hurt. Crushed even. How could he do this to you? Before you knew tears were streaming down your face. You couldn't stand there and let everyone see you in this weak stage so you used all the strength you had to run, but this time instead of running to your room, you ran out of the base entrance.

Not only had he embarrassed you in front of everyone, he had also broken your heart.