Need Your Love ~Zerrie~

Chapter 36

Zayn's POV...

I couldn't sleep all night knowing that Perrie is hiding something from me. I've been trying to tell myself that im just over reacting and that there isn't anything bad going on. But the more i picked up details of things, the more i know this must be big.

Why won't she tell me though?

I don't know whether to be angry or upset about this. But my mind chose angry.

I didn't know what to do. It's 9 am and i know everyone is still sleeping. But i need answers. Now.

"LOUIS! NIALL!"I screamed as the top of my lungs. I know that might've woke up everyone else, but i don't care right now. I know El is apart of this, but something tells me Louis and Niall are the main targets.

"What?" They groaned, rubbing their eyes.

"Sit." I demanded pointing to my bed. They looked at me confused bat sat down anyways.

"What's wrong mate?" Niall asked.

"I don't know. You tell me." I said as i stopped pacing and looked at them.

"What are you talking about?" Louis said as he yawned.

"PERRIE IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT! WHAT THE HELL IS SHE HIDING FROM ME THAT YOU TWO ARSES ARE HIDING TOO?!" I yelled. It seemed to wake them up a bit because they were now looking at me wide eyed. Then i saw Louis smirk. I gave him a puzzled look and he looked at Niall.

"What?" I asked.

"Why don't you ask Perrie that? I mean after all, she is the one that is hiding it from you" Niall said.

"Well you're hiding it from me too!" I raised my voice.

"Only because it's her place to tell. Not ours." Niall said a little bit more quietly.

"Fine. I'll be back." I said as i grabbed my phone and wallet and left the house, slamming the door angrily behind me.

Perrie's POV.... 

I had another one. But it was worse. Everyone left me. My parents, Jonnie, Caitlyn, Katherine, Jade, Jesy, Leigh-Anne, Harry, Liam, Louis, and Zayn. Niall was the exception. He stayed. He stayed and beat me for telling them. Then he left.

It was the worse dream i ever had. They didn't except me because of what happened. Got kicked out of Little Mix. Broke up with Zayn. Then laid left to die after the beating i took from Niall.

I took another sip of my tea and laid my head back on the couch, closing my eyes. My phone buzzed and i grabbed it.

Louis: I'm so sorry Perrie. Please watch out. xx 

I read the text and didn't understand what he meant. Just then, i heard an loud knock at the door. I got up and slowly walked to the door. I opened it and saw a very angry Zayn. He pushed passed me and rubbed his hands through his hair.

"Uh. Hi babe. Whats wrong?" I asked.

"Don't you dare hand me that. You know what's wrong" He said with his voice raised.

"W-What do you mean?" I stuttered. I knew exactly what he means. So thats what that text meant.

"What has been going on with you?! With Niall?! With Louis?! You were lying to me all day yesterday! I didn't even know when you were telling the truth! I know something is up! I've known something since the day after the club!" He yelled. I flinched back and leaned back on the wall.

"Zayn. Please stop yelling." I said quietly fighting back the tears.

"Stop yelling?!" He laughed in hysterics, but then quickly stopped. "I'll stop yelling when you tell me whats been going on behind my back!" He went back to being serious.

"Zayn I-"

"What's going on?!" Leigh-Anne yelled as her and the other 2 girls came down.

"Ladies, wouldn't you like to know what has been going on with Perrie?" Zayn asked gesturing to me as tears fled down my eyes.

"Yeah actually. We were all wondering that" Jesy said.

"Well? We're waiting?" Zayn snapped after a few moments.

"Guys" I said weakly.

"Oh i know. You were cheating weren't you. You were cheating on me with my 2 best mates." Zayn said. That is the last thing that would ever happen.

"No-"

"THEN WHAT HAPPENED!?" He yelled. I remained silent and looked at Jade. She gave me a sympathetic look.

"That's what i thought. I knew you were too good to be true. I knew i shouldn't have gotten close to you. I should've just forced Simon to not let this happen. But when i decide to give you a chance, a few weeks later you go and cheat on me. You lied." He said staring directly in my eye that had tears coming out. I tried to speak up but nothing came out.

"Perrie? Did you really cheat?" Leigh-Anne asked.

"N-n-no" I stuttered as i shook my head.

"Then what the fuck happened?! Or are you lying again?" He spat.

"Zayn. Let her explain" Jade said calmly. She knew exactly what happened.

"Well if she would stop crying and speak, i would!" Zayn yelled. I started getting angry. He should never snap at my friends. I narrowed my eyes at him and wiped the tears away.

"Zayn" I croaked. He looked at me, arms crossed and eyebrows raised. "Stop talking to them like that" I said shakily.

"Well i think they should have some sense knocked into them for agreeing to be in a band and being friends with you! You're nothing but a liar!" The more he talked, the louder his voice got.

"Call me all you want! Just don't take it out on them!" I yelled. The angry Perrie was starting to come out.

"Fine. We're done" He said. My jaw flew open and he walked passed me. He began opening the door.

This was it. I had to.

"I was raped"