Need Your Love ~Zerrie~

Chapter 31

Perrie's POV...

Louis told us all what we need to do and the girls and I left.

"You're okay, right?" Jesy asked. Jesy's motherly instincts kicked in.

"Im totally fine. Just tired..with a head ache was all" I said reasurring her with a smile. She smiled and nodded back. But no. Im not fine. I got something taken away from me that can never come back. My whole body hurts like crazy, but im so used to walking around normally with all this pain.

We got back to the flat and we went to our own rooms to pack. I went straight to the bathroom.

I locked the door and grabbed my deoterant. I opened the lid and pulled out the little block of white. There it was. I picked the shiny object up and looked at my reflection in it. I saw the small bruise on my cheek. Remind me to pick up more make up.

I looked at my eyes. Pain.

I took my attention away from the sharp peice and pulled up the sleeve of my shirt. I looked at where the other scars were from previous times. I knew i told myself i would never do this again, but i couldn't handle it anymore.

I sighed and drug the sharp blade through my skin. At first it stung, but after it felt like all my stress just bled out. I felt satisfied and dug it into my skin again and pulled.

I watched all the blood drip off my arm and onto the sink. I turned on the sink and put my wrist under the water. All the blood washed down the sink and i dried it off. I put the razor in my deoterant bottle after washing the blood off and put it in the back of the cabinet. Then i applied cover up-waterproof this time- to the cuts and put my sleeve back down.

I grabbed my toiletry bag and shoved some things in it. Then i flushed the toilet so it didn't look suspicious. I walked out and back into my room.

I grabbed a duffle bag and grabbed some clothes and shoved them in a bag. I decided to put my own pajamas on so i could give Eleanor hers back which i was still currently wearing.

I grabbed some purple kitty pajamas and threw them on. I put Eleanors in my bag so i could give them to her back at the boys' flat. I threw some other things in my bag and walked down stairs.

"Jeez. What took you so long?" Leigh asked

"Didn't know what to pack. Sorry" I said quietly. There was a little pause before Jade spoke up.

"Ready to go?" She asked. We nodded and headed out the door. It was a silent car ride. I think the girls sensed something was wrong.

When we got there we grabbed our things and walked up the path way. I was the first to open the door and gasped at what i walked into.

Niall was on top of Louis punching him repeatedly as Louis was trying to defend himself. When they realized we were here they stopped immidiately. They looked at us and there was blood all over their faces.

"What is going on?" Jesy's voice boomed through the room. Niall quickly got of Louis and Louis quickly got up. Niall looked a little scared. Louis was smirking. Oh you better not Louis.

"Well ya see-" Louis started

"We were gonna go move the mattresses in and i tripped over Louis and then we started wrestling around and i guess we got a little too aggressive" Niall said as he wiped some blood off his face with his arm. Saving both of our bums.

"Oh. Well you two need to get cleaned up. The blood is grossing me out" Leigh said. The two boys nodded and walked towards the bathroom. Niall was actually a pretty good liar. Now i know never to believe him again.