Need Your Love ~Zerrie~

Chapter 42

Perrie's POV...

I got out of the hospital yesterday. After these past months, i really don't want to step foot in another one again.

Earlier, i had gotten a text from Zayn. All it said was dress fancy and be ready by 7. I assumed he was taking me out somewhere fancy. Although i don't like fancy places, if Zayn will be there, i'll be there.

It was 3 now. Lastnight, I had spent the night with the girls watching movies and eating loads and just talking. It was like back in high school.

"Guys? Can you help me get ready for a date-"

"Yes!" They all shouted at once. I laughed lightly and walked up to my room, the girls following closely behind.

"Im gonna take a shower. You guys can pick out my dress and all." I said. I went shopping with Leigh-Anne a couple of days after my first date with Zayn and got some fancy dresses.

I walked to the bathroom and stripped out of my clothes. Looking in the mirror, I saw pale white skin. The only color coming from that were the bruises from previous times that haven't yet healed. I took off the big white bandage covering my scars. They weren't infected, the doctors cleaned them out for me. But i feel ashamed. I stooped so low and almost killed myself. But they say that it only makes you stronger.

And that's exactly what i felt. Stronger. Like i don't have a problem in the world anymore. Niall apologizing and coming clean was what i really needed.

I turned the water on and stepped in. I lathered myself up and rinsed the dirt away. After shaving, i stepped out, the cold air hitting me and sending chills up my spine.

I wrapped a towel around my hair to dry it some and stepped into my robe. I walked back out to my room to see if the girls had picked anything.

They were all crowded around my bed, surely picking everything out.

"Find anything?" I asked. They turned around and nodded while smiling like idiots. I passed by them and examined the outfit.

It was a golden one sholder, short dress. It came down mid thigh. It was really pretty. I remember Leigh throwing it in the cart for me because she thought it would look really good on me. And they put out my nifty black pumps that never fail.

I smiled at the outfit and nodded. They squealed and clapped their hands together.

Jesy grabbed my hand and drug my to my make up table. She heated up the curling iron as Jade got out the make up. It was like a deja vu.

I sat there as Leigh-Anne worked on my nails, Jesy did my hair, and Jade did my make up. My nerves were building up as the minutes passed by.

I don't know why im nervous. It's like our first date all over again. But i guess i do know why. Whenever im with Zayn, i can't help but feel millions of butterflies sworm in my stomach. Even if i think of him this happens. It's crazy that someone has this effect on me.

I got knocked out of my thoughts when i felt Leigh-Annes cool breath on my hands as she dried the freshly painted nials.

Soon Jade was applying the lip gloss and she was finished. A little bit later, Jesy was finally finished.

I turned around and looked in the mirror. I looked amazing, if i do say so myself. I got up and hugged each of the girls and thanked them.

"Thank you guys so much! I really don't know where i'd be without all you" I said.

"Aww Pez, don't make me cry" Jesy said as she pulled me in another hug. Jesy was the most sensitive, even though she doesn't show it. She let go of me and Leigh handed me the dress to put on.