alphabet boy

s i x - m y l i t t l e

"What do you mean the mean men wanted to get me?" Connor says sitting next to Troye.

"It's was Jackson baby boy." Troye said.

"Did Jacky give you all these boo boos?"

"Yeah, but I'm not worried about my boo boos I'm worried about yours."

Connor scrunches up his face, "But Jacky didn't give me any boo boos."

"Yeah he did you just can't see them because they are inside." Troye says poking Connor where his heart is.

"He gave you emotional and physical boo boos that's why you ran away from him right?"

Connor nods, "Yeah he was a mean Daddy. He'd hit me a lot and told me I was a crybaby all the time. Will my boo boos ever heal."

"Physical ones? Yeah, they'll heal but the inside boo boos only heal if you let them heal. I think that's why you didn't want me to be your Daddy because you didn't know how I would turn out."

"Now I do know, so... would you be my Daddy?" Connor said a little skeptical.

Troye did a small gasp. The two have only just met but Troye would be lying if he said that he didn't think of Connor as his little when he had babysat him for the first time but when Connor said it out loud it brought everything into light. He looked down at the little his green eyes wide with innocence and smiled. 

"I would love to Con."

xxx

Connor was on the couch taking a nap since he couldn't even make it to Troye's car let alone his own room. Troye took this time not only to put away Connor's things but also form a mental set of rules that Connor would have to follow in his little space and some in his normal head space. He figured that he would at least know the basic rules since he was in a normal cg/l relationship before it turned into a dictatorship.

"Daddy?" Connor said rubbing his eyes.

Troye turned around and saw the little in his footed pajamas as he held onto Mr. Whiskers.

"Yes baby boy?" Troye says as he continues to put away Connor's clothing.

"I hungy." He says.

Troye gets up and picks up Connor, "And what do you want me to do about the Mr. Con?"

"Food?" Connor said in a hopeful tone.

Troye raises an eyebrow, "Food what?"

Connor sighs, "Food please."

"Alright what would you want then baby boy?" Troye says placing Connor down and grabbing another one of Connor's shirts.

Connor walks in a circle and taps his finger on his chin debating on what he wanted to eat and then it hit him.

"McDonalds McDonalds." Connor chanted jumping up and down.

"Alright, alright anything for my little," Troye says ruffling his hair. "Go downstairs and wait for me while I finish up putting up your clothes."

Connor placed Mr. Whiskers on the dresser and walked over and grabbed one of his pajamas. "I'll help you dada."

"That's very sweet of you Connie." Troye says giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"Uh... Daddy?" Connor says drawing a circle with his foot.

"Yes baby boy."

"Could-could I have a big boy kiss?"

Troye places down the cartoon Micky Mouse shirt and put his finger under Connor's chin putting them eye to eye. Connor couldn't help the blush that crept across his face as he looked into the blue eyes that was his caregivers. Troye leaned in for the kiss and Connor shuffled towards him meeting him in the middle. It was a small kiss but it was enough to make Connors hear flutter. Connor giggled a little as Troye pulled away from the kiss.

"I love you baby boy." Troye says.

"I love you too daddy," Connor says kissing Troye on the noes. "now let's put up the rest of my clothes and then we can get you your McDonalds."

xxx

hey guys. 

i guess you could call this a filler because it's not at long as my other chapters but i felt like i owed something to you because i haven't updated like i usually do. i've been going through somethings a lot of it being relationship things and questioning things about myself. i'm feeling better now but still question things about myself. i know you guys absolutely love this story and it makes me happy that you do and makes me want to write more, but i gotta step back and make sure i'm okay... ya feel? sorry if i sound depressing.

but anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter and feel free to leave suggestions as to what happens next, i was thinking of getting connor a friend ya feel? and dive a little into jackson and what he's been up to and his backstory. tell me what ya think about that. 

and some happy news about myself, i'm getting my cartilage (the upper part of your ear) pierced and alphabet boy is slowly creeping it's way to 1k and i was thinking once we reach it i could do a chapter with an actually photo of me along with a little information about me. but see you next time when i don't sound as depressing. later loves!

-ria