Day by Day (EXO's Kai) (Under construction)

Chapter 18: Jongin

Chapter 18: Jongin

What would you feel if someone you love doesn't care about you anymore? I was hurt when I remembered the words she said. It's like she never loved me when she said those things.

Of course, she didn't even remember that we used to be in a relationship. How would she remember that she used to love me before? How would she remember that she used to care so much about me?

Can I just turned the back time? Because I would do anything just to be with her again. I really want to be with her again.

What would you feel if you see someone you love is with someone else? Sad? Mad? Upset? Because these are what I felt the moment I saw her with that guy named, Mark Tuan.

I know. I know. I don't have right to be jealous but I can't help it. I love her and seeing her with other boys makes me unhappy.

I really need to do something just to make her close to me. I made her fell in love with me once and I'm going to do it again.

"Jongin! Over here!" Chanyeol waved as I went inside of the restaurant. After our meeting, the boys called and asked to have our lunch together. "We already ordered for you." I thanked him.

"So, how's your meeting with Jihae-noona? Did you explained everything to her?" Sehun asked as I took my seat.

I looked at them and shrugged. I begin to eat my lunch.

"Not good?"

"The meeting was fine." I told them as they looked at me curiously. "I already explained everything to her. But it looks likes she doesn't even care." I sighed. "I can't blame her though. It's my fault after all."

Chanyeol patted my back. "It's not your fault, Jongin." He uttered. "It's that girl's fault." He rolled his eyes.

I chuckled at him. He never liked Krystal for me. They almost beat me up when they knew I cheated on Jihae because of her.

I still remember their reaction when I told them that I was dating Jihae. They really like Jihae for me. Who wouldn't like her?

She's beautiful inside and out. She have that personalities you want for a girl. Yes, indeed. I'm really lucky to have her as my girlfriend.

Then how come you cheated on her?

And that was the biggest mistake in my life. I wasn't in myself that day. I let temptation got in my way.

Before our 3rd anniversary, I heard Sehun and Min talking about Jihae that she's going to leave because her mom asked for it.

Knowing Jihae, she really loves her parents, of course she will go. Can I take it if she'll go? What if she meet a better guy out there? These questions were inside my head.

And that made me do the stupidest thing I've ever done. I made Jihae broke up with me by going out on a date with Krystal.

It was my planned. Because I don't want to hold her back from getting reunited with her parents. She loves them and I want her to be happy.

But I hurt her.

"Why would she keep on bothering you?" Sehun asked. "You guys broke up already, right?"