9:13 PM
Abel
I sat on the couch with my eyes droopy and faded as fuck. The whole crew was kicking it at Jeremy’s place tonight and the music and weed was loud. This was the shit I lived for and I said that over and over again. Yes, I'd live like this shit everyday. Man, I felt soo trippy right now. My mind was outta this world yet I still sat here on the couch. Fuck.
Will-"Abel I herd you're gonna be performing at the night club. Sound's like money to me."
Abel
I shoved the chips from bowl into my mouth. My mind was high as well as my appetite and this entire weed gave me the munchies. God damn. "Haaaa, yep you already know!” I took another hit and rolled over onto the couch. I rest my head onto Stephanie’s lap. She ran her fingers through my hair and I just laid there like a fucking dog.
Stephanie-"Abel are you okay?"
Abel
"Babyyy I'm gooodd!" My words came out unclear, but I figured she knew what I was saying anyways. I shut my eyes tight because I was so tired, but it wasn't even ten yet! My body felt loose and I felt like I was spinning in circles. I lifted my head up from Steph's lap and leaned my head back on the couch. Jeremy started playing the song we recorded earlier. I dedicated my song to Tess although she wouldn't know that. I mentioned that she was my favorite one night stand even though she fucked me over and told her brother I forced her to have sex with me, but I still didn't get it twisted with her sex game.
Megan- "Haa you should show us what you can do Abel!"
Hyghly-"Niggas too high to do anything"
Abel
"Ima do a little something." I got up from the couch and started lip syncing to the lyrics Favorite One Night Stand. Megan pulled out her phone and started to record so I started moving my feet and dancing a little bit. I was surprised I didn't even fall on my face, or at least I was trying not to. I felt unsteady, but I was able to stay off the ground.
Megan-"Talk to me baby, talk to me!"
Abel
"Ooooh oooh" I looked directly at the camera and continued singing and acting a fool. Hyghly, Will and Lamar started laughing in the background knowing I was high as fuck but I was enjoying myself. "You niggas think you can do any better?"
Lamar-"We didn't say nothing! So you're going to be performing exactly like that huh? You think you'll pull the ladies?"
Abel
"No, I know I'll pull. What girls do you have Lamar?"
Lamar-"I'm a true gentleman you don't even know!"
Abel
"Haha, yeah whatever. Aye Jeremy lets mix some beats." Even though I wasn't all together I still wanted to get ready to record some music and start posting more songs up on Youtube. It was kind of like a start to something even though the viewers had no idea who I was or what I was.
Jeremy-"Man, I don't I know you are kinda fucked up."
Abel
"What?? Nahh. I thought I told you I'm gifted while I'm faded anyways." The statement was awfully true. I was faded for most of the time, but I made great music like that kind of in a sense how other artist made great music while they went through harsh times, but for me I was different. "I have a few lyrics in my phone." I took my time going down to the basement cautiously trying not to fall.
