Taking Back The Throne

11 - falling in love again

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Disclaimer: There's a rated PG13 scene here, and I suggest that if you are under 13 years old, skip this part and go to the next chapter. If you feel uncomfortable reading these type of stuff, I suggest you skip the chapter, but if you like these, feel free to read on. Thanks! L xx

Allie

I looked at my glow in the dark stars that Blake had given me on my birthday. He was always in a rush on my birthdays, hoping to find the most perfect gift.

"I really couldn't find a gift you like, you don't tell me your preferences sometimes." he said as he gave me a poorly wrapped gift with a sloppy handwriting that wrote a 'happy birthday, baby' written on the pastel colored gift wrapper. "Well, if you didn't know, you shouldn't have given me a gift." I laughed. "Well that would be fucking lame."

He always treated me like a kid. He gave me coloring books when I went to Vancouver for vacation, and a 64 crayon set for it. I colored every single one of it and Blake kept it.

Wait, Allie, why are you suddenly thinking about him? You two are over, right?

Yeah, we are. I just miss him, you know? I didn't regret being a nerd again, but I do feel guilty about letting him go. I'm stupid. So stupid.

I felt my phone vibrate and looked at it.

From: Blake

I won't ever mess with you again. Just want to let you know I love you, and I'm not letting you go. I'm sorry.

Something feels wrong about this. I read the message again and again. "Won't ever mess with you again.." I muttered. I got out of bed and climbed the stairs and went to the front door. Mom was away, she wouldn't know. It was raining outside, but I didn't care. I took my jacket and ran.

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It took me about ten minutes to get to his house. I looked at his bedroom window. The lights were still on. I sighed but I felt a pang of sadness go through me. I took the chance and opened the door, and going to his room. I knocked. "Mom, I said go away. I'm fine, I'm not hungry." "Not sure if you really are fine." I said. Silence. I felt footsteps and I got ready. I was dripping wet from the rain, and my teeth were chattering. The door opened, revealing Blake, with his unusual clothes. A black pullover, he was wearing his jeans, and he had a beanie on. His eyes were puffy and red. "Allie..?" he muttered. He gave me a why-are-you-here-and-why-are-you-wet look. "Will explain later. Why did you send me a text, as if you were going to kill yourself?" I asked. He scratched the nape of his neck and frowned. Tears started to form in his eyes. "I am trying to." "Kill yourself? Are you stupid?" I said. "I just..." I didn't hear the rest of his sentence because I collapsed.

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"Allie.." I woke up with a jolt. I looked down and I was wearing a black shirt and I was wearing my... jeans? "What?" I whispered. Then I remembered. I looked at Blake. "Wh—" He cut me of with his lips. I felt wetness again and pulled away. "Blake, I—" "I just don't know what to do without you." I blinked. "I didn't love you because you're pretty and all that. Its 'cause you're you. That smart girl, the adorable one, that I love." he looked at me. His hair was peeking out of his beanie and I was tempted to push it away so that it wouldn't block his pretty eyes. No. I just looked at him and smiled sadly. "Same here.." I whispered. He smiled. "Really? So—" "I don't know." I said. "I'm not sure." I said again. Silence followed a few moments later. "Allie, I just.. I want you." I looked at him and he kissed me. What's with the kissing? I kissed him back. I felt his fingertips touch my face and then later, he cupped it with both hands. His tongue licked my bottom lip, and I felt my heart go into a frenzy. I opened my mouth, accepting his permission. Our tongues fought in dominance. He won. He made the kiss deeper, and more passionate than I've ever felt. I felt wetness on my cheeks again, and he didn't stop kissing me. I was desperately in need of oxygen right now, so I pulled away and took a breath. I looked at him and I caught him staring at me. His tears were like Niagara Falls, his tears just kept falling. Without even thinking about it, I wiped away his tears using my thumb. About halfway, he held my hand. I felt electricity run through my skin.

I let go of his face and held his hands. He kissed me again, and he carefully put me in bed. I put my legs on his waist, and he pulled away and started kissing my neck. I bit my lip to suppress the moans from coming out.

Just then I realized that he was now kissing my chest, and down to my breasts. He pushed my shirt up and unclasped my bra. He pushed it up along with my shirt and I felt my heart go into a loop de loop, and I held my breath as he started sucking. I bit my lip again as he pulled down my jeans, just after he sucked my hard nipples. He kissed my stomach (which weren't flat, cri) and my abdomen, he pulled down my jeans and my panties. "Blake I—" "Shh.." he shushed me. He licked my genitalia, and I felt something weird in my heart and it has spread throughout my whole body.

A few moments later, he was just pushing and I kept moaning. Nobody was home, and I sweating even though his aircon was on full blast. "Shit, Allie.." This is it, I thought. You're not a virgin anymore, at the age of nineteen. Plus, you're about to graduate! Great fucking job, Allie. He pulled it out and told me to suck it. I felt something warm explode in my mouth, but I swallowed it, because it was goddamn delicious. WHAT? I have never, not in a million years, thought like this. We were both naked and we lied on his bed, panting. "Allie." I looked at him. "Just know that I love you, okay? I did this for you." He smiled. I smiled and nodded. He embraced me and we both fell asleep.

I guess falling in love isn't so bad after all.

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my god, 1126 words ;0; sorry for not updating, my phone's wifi was broken and my mom cut off the wifi, but promised to get a new one. byeeeee ;)))))

we're reaching the end btw