The Hush-Bond

Chapter Nine: Changing The Background Scene.

Darren's POV
 
   I see red...

   How dare he done that to me-again...He already violated my  civil right as a person by fooling me into this insane fiasco of becoming his puppet husband ,so he could just get what he wanted. Yes, indeed, I admit that I was a fool and so... stupid,  to fall so easily to his trap. But that doesn't mean he could intrude and just burst into my personal space freely and also, that doesn't mean he can do what anything he likes to do.
   I need to show to this guy, that I'm not  that easy to play with.
   With all the frustration and anger that are building inside of me, I do the unexpected thing: I grab his head and bang it against his table as strong as I could.

   "You son of a b*tch! - if you dare to put your disgusting mouth against into mine - I will make sure...so very much sure, that you will regret that you were born."  I yelled  at him, not caring if I broke his damn face. I did not take another glance at him after that and just walk  out of his office. 

   When I was outside, I was very much thankful that  his secretary was not around because I really don't know what to say if she start asking what happened.
   I made a couple of  inhale and exhale-- breathing process, to calm my nerves down while continuing to walk towards the elevator.
    After a couple of minutes I've  finally reached my destination, I sat down on my chair  and try my hardest to tame my emotions at bay. So I  begun to shift myself to work mode and started to do the paper works that are piled up on my table.
   30 minutes had already passed but it seems my attempt to eliminate this mixed up  feelings was a failure because  everything is just so f*cked up and I really don't have any idea right now how to---ahhhh...this is just sh*t,sh*t,sh*t!  And the assh*le just keeps popping inside my head. I really don't have any idea were to start just to get out in this f^cked up situation ? I really don't know what to do?

   Then suddenly a great plan came into view in my mind -lightbulb.

   "I hope this plan will not backfire at me and bite me in the butt. "

   So instead of finishing my work I started to work on my resignation letter. Well it was stated on the contract that I must quit my job. When I was done typing the letter,  I took an empty box and started cleaning my desk. While I'm collecting my stuff, Miss Nora our  department head  approach me. 

   "Owww...Mr. Samuels...are you some kind of rearranging  your work place?" She asked. 

   "No ma'am, actually I'm cleaning my desk because I'm resigning." I took the letter and passed it to her. "I know this some kind of a sudden but I had to do--" but she interrupted me before I could finish.

   " Well  finally... it's about time... I'm really glad for you deciding to quit and thank you for saving me the effort because you know what Mr. Samuels I'm rooting for you to make a single mistake at your job, so that I could get rid of you. I really don't know why...but so you know, I don't like you. I really  much don't like you at all " She  deliberately said in front of my face.

   "What? " I was really taken aback.  " So those nice talks like: keep up the good work and nice job Mr. Samuel's was just a fake show?"

   "You're so naive Mr. Samuels , as a matter of a fact we don't like you here... you know why? Because you think you know everything,  that you're the smartest and I really don't know why Mr. Devin always  approved your ideas because if you ask me...your ideas are lame and trash"

   "Well thank you for your honesty and I guess...that just gave me a lot more reason to quit my job." I wanted to said a lot more to her but it just a waste of time. So I just grab my things and made my out.

   "Bye...Mr. Samuel's." She mockingly said.

   I just shrugged a shoulder and continue my pace.  Halfway trough the row of cubicles, my co-employee notice me and they all stop on whatever they we're doing, just to see what was happening. When I saw the looks on their faces they were really happy to see me gone. Well sorry if they misunderstood me of being good in my line of work.
   I did not care  at all  what sort of awful things that are running inside their minds. I just continue on walking but instead of using the elevator I took the fire exit staircase, to help me masked away my true emotions because even though I try to convince them physically outside: head held up high ,proud and my face says that I do not care but truthfully deep inside- emotionally:  I was hurting. I just don't want them to see me vulnerable and defeated, I will not give them the full satisfaction. When people saw you at your weakness they will strike at you and use it against you. They will take everything from you and leave you broken.