Stand by me

Chapter ten

Lauren's Pov :

It's time to do the live stream. I'm scared, it's weird that I'll have thousands maybe millions of people seeing me, checking on me, hating me.

It's strange, I would never have guessed my life would change like this. Am I even ready for this type of commitment? I don't know. But I've got to be.

We all were surrounding the couch Dinah on my left Ally on my right, Normani is on the next to Dinah and Camila is next to Ally. The laptop which belongs to me is under Dinah's login info on twitter. She's currently tweeting out to I think the harmonizers? Yeah them saying we have big news for them.

My hands were shaking slightly, my heart racing I'm scared. I don't wanna mess this up. They're going to hate on me. For ruining their band. Fuck. Why did I have to say yes? I'm not even that talented at all. Why'd they say yes?

I felt Dinah grab my hand and intertwine my hand with hers giving my still shaking hand a squeeze.

"You'll be ok Laur. I've got you. We all do. " Dinah whispered in my ear while leaning back on the couch. The live stream is up. It's on. Oh my god! I'm going to die!!

Taking her words into consideration I tried to relax as much as I could. They won't like me if I'm uptight.

"Ok harmonizers!! How are y'all? We are good. You must be wondering what had us make a live stream in the middle of our break. Well you see we have a big surprise for you!" Exclaimed Ally taking the reigns of the conversation like always. Ally is such a mom.

@4hcaminah who is that girl? I love you guys!!!!!!!

"Well this girl right here is the big news. We no longer are fourth harmony we are now fifth harmony. Her name is Lauren and she's almost 16 in a few weeks... no I think months, yeah 4 months. She sings beautifully and can play guitar. We really are happy to have her. She's family now guys treat her the way you treat us with respect. She's one of us." Normani stated while leaning over and patting my shoulder with a wink.

Oh my god! They know now! I saw some comments such as aww she's cute, are you sure, and the most prominent one can she even sing. Damn tough crowd. Harmonizers can be brutal.

"Guys she can most definitely sing. She sang in front of us and Simon. I don't want to hear or read that again. We don't hate we love. Now spread your love to this beautiful girl @laurenjauregui on twitter and instagram. We don't want to see hate though." Dinah said while enveloping me in a huge bear hug. Damn this girl can hug.

I don't have a twitter or instagram though? I guess I do now though.
Maybe I can sing them a song, try and show them that I can be with the band. Yeah I'll do that.

"Um... hi harmonizers. Haha um maybe I can sing you a song if you want." I said while looking anywhere but the camera. They are intimidating! Can you blame me?

"Yeah that's a great idea actually. Why don't you pick the song and we'll sing along and harmonize with you when we can. " Camila said while getting her guitar out and mine as well.

Grabbing my guitar I started to strum a few chords. I didn't know what song to sing.

@4hcaminah12 sing an orginal!!! Btw you are really cute!

Blushing at the compliment I looked towards Camila who was copying my chords with ease. She had an unreadable look on her face, but when she noticed me looking at her she smiled quickly and gave me a thumbs up. Huh weird.

"Ok I'm going to sing a song that I fell in love with the moment I heard it. This goes out to Justin you inspire me daily and I couldn't be more happy with our friendship. I love you dude."