Stand by me

Chapter fifteen

Lauren Pov:

Being on the road for the time that I have been is insane. My birthday was just last week and here I am at a different place, in a different hotel room with the girls who I've kind of grown closer to and my beloved puppy.

It's beyond crazy to think that I'm in a different environment than the orphanage, when I couldn't even see myself surviving day after day in the place that I was in. Honestly it feels like yesterday I was in the orphanage and it's mind blowing to think that I'm actually in an environment where I'm wanted.

Well I hope that I'm wanted at least.

I just couldn't believe that I had a home something that hasn't been provided to me in a long time. I hated sleeping on floors and such, while here I sleep on real beds with people I enjoy seeing on the daily. I couldn't wrap my head around this no matter how hard I tried.

Dinah was in the bathroom while I'm sitting here on her bed waiting for her to hurry up. I'm waiting for her because she's late. I was volunteered by Normani who was cackling while brushing out her hair.

"Dinah! We're gonna be really late!" I yelled trying to speed up her process of getting ready.

"Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado Lovato chill the fuck out I'm almost done damn girl, are you that hungry? Go downstairs if you had enough waiting. Trying to rush me, this amount of fabulousness can only come naturally to a point. Do you have this mane on your head? No, them quit complaining." Mumbled Dinah. 

Giggling I grabbed her phone off the port where she was playing music but stopped it when I started complaining about the amount of times we listened to Beyoncé. Damn that girl can listen to her all damn day. I appreciate beyonce but God all day nonstop. No.  I swiped the screen typing in the pass code that's she's had I guess for all of her phones, and saw a message from walz?

Who's that?

I wasn't trying to look but I caught my name or well close enough anyways.

Walz: Did you find out what's wrong with her?

Walz: you're gonna be late hurry the fuck up bitch lol I luv you 👍💖

I'm so confused who is her? Is that me? What did they need to find out? Sighing I put her phone down. I just wanted to know for once what was going on. I hated being out of the loop. That shit pisses me off.

Taking a deep breath I stood up flattening my dress that I had borrowed from Ally. The dress that I had borrowed, is white and lacey, loose all around.

We're going out for dinner with the crew tonight, just a bit of a celebration, I hated going out with people that hate me. Sean is gonna be there. I couldn't stand him at all he hates me. I do to, the feeling is quite mutual.

Dinah finally stepped out of the bathroom sporting a tight creamy dress that shows off her curvaceous body. She looked so pretty. "How do I look?" Dinah asked while twirling around to show me all of it.

"You look really beautiful. Now let's go. They're mad because we're late." 

  Walking out of the kitchen I made sure to give Stitch some water and food to tie him over for a few hours. He started to whine but i knew i had to leave, leaning down i rubbed his head and belly trying to appease him as much as i could before getting in trouble even more than we were because Dinah just had to take forever to get ready. 

"They'll be fine. Let's go." Dinah smirked grabbing my hand and pulling me out the door and into the elevator. Pushing the button we waited for the elevator to come up giving me time to reflect on the dinner. I'm scared, I don't wanna go. I know I sound like a little kid right now but I seriously got a bad vibe from the thought of going out. I'm just gonna have to get over it i guess.