People judge / J.C - K.L (Jian)

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"Yes babe?" I didn't feel the spark her and I used to have. We used to talk to each other and my stomach would get butterflies and I would choke on my words. Now I can look at her like I look at the guys. I feel normal its like my crush is real big anymore on Lia. I don't know..

"This Jian stuff has got to stop. Me and Andrea were talking about it and she agrees" looking in my eyes she said with a straight face. Wow

"And what am I supposed to do about our fans shipping us?" I crossed my arms

"Okay first of all I don't even know why they ship you and giraffe Kian. Kian is so ugly and I bet you most of the 'fans' don't like him. I bet somewhere in that head of yours you think the same. Kian has no love Andrea is starting to loose her feelings. Don't say that it's not true. The comments are true the way he screams is so annoying and he swears he is the shit but he's not. He's a wannabe"

-Kian

Wow. That hurt, actually. A wannabe? Ugly? Now that I think of it I actually see a lot of comments on just Jc. They don't like me.

I was sitting on the floor against the wall where Jc and Lia were fighting, a thin wall. Holding my hands in a tight grip.

"You know what Lia? You are wrong for saying that! Y'all are just jealous that they like us and not y'all" I heard the door open but I was still looking down. Jc and Lia both walked in and went to their room they shared. Andrea is in the shower. I stood up and looked at my hands

They were red. My nails hurt, a couple blood patches showed up on the scratches then they all start to bleed. I guess I was scratching my hand, up and down, to hard. I went to the other restroom, the smaller one and took out some bandage wrap. Unrolled it and then rolled it back on my hands as I winced at the pain. This is gonna be a huge lie I need to think of

I sigh putting my knuckles on the counter and looked at my reflection in the mirror. I scanned my face, my mouth shape my node length and width and my eye shape, ear shape. Everything that could be a flaw. Apparently that's what is on me right?

"Kian?" I heard Andrea say in a concerned tone. Bullshit. I sigh once again and open the door and saw her dressed brushing her hair

"Babe there you are" she smiled coning up to me kissing my cheek. I smiled as the door opened both Jc and Lias and the entrance

"Hey kiki" Trevor said with a smile from all the guys and I fake smile back

"what happen to your hand? Who did you fight this time Lawley" Connor says chuckling and I look at my hands

"I accidentally... Uh cut them on the knife in there! Yeah that" I grab both my hands holding them carefully "and yes I'm okay"

I looked over to see Jc looking at my hands. Knowing I was lying I could tell.by his face expression.

"I'm sorry" he lipped to me as if he knew what has happen and why it happen..

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