For a second I can feel him kiss back. But pulled back very quickly
"Kian I-" he starts but I already know what he's going to say.
"No Jc I already know and I get it. Its the alcohol" I say as an excuse. I run my hands through my hair. I wanted to smile but I know it would probably make things worse
"Kian no let me explain why this" he points between us "can't work" wait so he thinks it would work?
"Wait by that do you mean you.. Like me back?"
- Jc
I can't say yes. I just can't. I know someone will find out or something will go wrong
I shake my head "no Kian I don't. I'm straight. I love Lia, I'm sorry that all of this is happening. With you and your feelings, Andrea on how she called you out with your gayness" I stop, realizing what I had just said
I see tears forming up at the bottom of his eye "kian I didnt mean too" he shakes his head. Like he was that one day when Lia said something about him
He doesn't say anything. He backs up slowly toward the door "talk to me when you actually know how it feels" he then walks out. I know how it feels. I just can't tell him how or why I can't
I sigh running my hand through my hair. I get out my phone and checked the time 6:00. I'm going to have too talk to him. He has emotional judges toward me, when I really feel the same way..
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Its so short I'm sorry :( I'm going to be making longer chapters for now on but they might take longer.
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People judge / J.C - K.L (Jian)
Fanfiction"I'm afraid" "I'll protect you" They were in a fight between staying together and listening to peoples opinions that sounded different to them. Fights in if they really feel how the feel toward each other
