People judge / J.C - K.L (Jian)

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-Kian

I saw her going into a room. I didn't see the number for of the rooms or who it could've been. I felt like crying but I couldn't. I opened the door and saw Jc and Lia kissing. Great

I rushed into the bathroom, I'm not sure why. Ugh this isn't helping. Maybe I do have feelings for Jc. But I can't do anything. He is happy with Lia and I respect that. I need to find some way to get out of this

"There is no way, Kian even if you try to find someone else. It won't work. Face Jc and tell him!" Hell no! What kind of advice is that? I can't and won't face Jc. He is happy. Connor maybe? Ricky? Ugh

I walked out the restroom to see the guys talking. Their heads all turn to me and I stiffen up

"Kian come here" Ricky said smiling moving his hand over to me. I really don't want to talk about anything right now. Can I sleep? All of this go away?

I walked over and sat on the bed

"What?" I put my head back

"We've been noticing you've been acting weird. Odd. Different" that was Jc's voice. I sat my head up to look at him. We connected eyes but quickly disconnected. The feelings in my stomach are so mixed. Between hurt and actual feelings.

"I've just tried to save my voice for the shows! Nothing major" I laugh hesitantly. Exactly the opposite?

They nod "you know were here for you right?" Trevor says. Of course trevy is going to say that. The emotional one. I laugh to myself

"Thanks for concerning guys" I get up and as soon as I did the door opened. Andrea standing right in it. Does she really?

I started walking off and she stopped me, hugging me from the back. Her scent. Scent like... Oh god

"Andrea what the hell" I yell and she looks at me like she did nothing

"What happen" Ricky asks me.

"This 'loyal' girl is cheating on me!" I yell once again.

She stays quiet "yeah your caught in your own lie" I laugh "lies all lies"

"Well I only did it cause your gay! Admit it Kian! And you have feelings for one of the guys in here and its so obvious!" She better not say a name "Jc! Justin Caylen! Congratulations!" She yells throwing her hands in the air. And this time I actually felt the tears coming. Why? I'm not sure

"Andrea st-" Ricky says trying to calm her but she cuts him off

"All the ships. All of them. But you know who's is the strongest? Yalls! You can say I'm jealous ALL you want but you know? I ain't! I won't get jealous over the truth! Sad thing is, Jc doesn't like you back and neither do I!  Have a great life trying to find someone to appreciate you" she grabs her stuff and slams the door. I got starred at. By all of them. I only focused on one though. Jc. He wasn't looking at me.

I open the door. Walking out of it and softly closing the door. Not noticing if someone called my name or not all I did was let tears fall and the door open as I went through it

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I was walking down the sidewalk with my hands in my pockets. Tears were slowing down but my face was soaked. Tear streaks. I take out my phone and see a lot if notifications. One tweet stuck out

@AndreaRussett : I actually let it slip by a couple times but this time I'm done. Not being rude but guess what? Kian is gay! Congratulations on his crush and him not being able to work.

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This was emotional   :( imagine kian actually going through this. Awe :(
And I personally don't like Andrea. If your a fan of hers and is reading this do not get offended. Its a fan FICTION aka Fiction means Fake just a heads up :)