People judge / J.C - K.L (Jian)

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-Kian

"Either find another guy or suffer because Jc is happy with Lia. I can't tell you anything that happen but just trust me it'll work" I was sitting in the same room like always. Wanting to find where I will be happy in this situation

Our show is today and I honestly can't stop thinking about Jc. I don't know why I just can't he's stuck in my head

"But I can't. Just tell me everything please" I say. I actually don't care what happens to the inner voice. It kinda isn't helping as much anymore

"You really want me too?" I nod and they sigh "can't sorry" oh my GOD I'm going to loose my self talking to this voice

"Fine whatever don't let me suffer. I'll find another guy okay? Not like he's gonna make me as happy" I roll my eyes. Getting up

"Trust me Kiki it will" I then woke up

To light shining in my face. I turn my head over to see Connor sitting their on his phone and he looks up at me smiling. His smile can bring any ones day up to be honest

I smile getting out of bed

"Do you feel better?" Connor asked me and I nod. Sam, Trevy, Ricky come into the room sitting on the bed

"Where's Jc?" Connor asked before I could

"He's with Lia somewhere. He said he would be back before the show" Sam said running is hand through his hair

"I don't want to go anywhere. I feel refreshed. I am excited for tour and the show tonight. Let's do this" I smile and they all smile. See this is why their my best friends they don't judge me. Even after what had happen

"Your going to get asked so many questions tonight" Trevor says

I nod. Knowing what type of questions too.

'Are you and Jc dating?'

'Who is your actual crush?'

'Are you really gay?' Etc....

I am gonna answer truthfully. No were not dating. My crush is, actually I don't have one. I do, Jc, I think but I can't cause he is taken by Lia. Yes I'm really gay

If their true fans they will understand.

"Its okay though. I'll be right here" connor said. See connor and I have always been the type of friends to share everything with each other. He's always there. He has gone through the almost exact same thing. Well not the insane voice in my head but the gay part. I smile at his response

"Thanks Con"

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We are at the event backstage and Jc and Lia still aren't here.

"Their gonna be late. The doors open any minute now" Ricky says sighing

"Their fault if so" I say well mumble more and Connor chuckles at what I said. Cian wasn't really a big ship as Jian is or Rickian. But I still see it. I sound desperate but I'm really n-

"Their open!" Trevor yells as we get in our spots in line

Jc, your gonna miss out

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