People judge / J.C - K.L (Jian)

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We had got done with the show and a lot of people asked where Kian was. We just told them he had an emergency back home. I wish that was the truth

We packed up most of our stuff since we need to leave tomorrow. Jc didnt smile or laugh a whole lot during the whole show and meetings. I wish I knew what it was, that's making him so sad

He didnt say anything to anyone throughout the whole ride back. It's odd

- Jc

Everyone keeps looking at me, like I did something just cause I'm not talking. I don't feel like talking I don't feel like answering questions

Even though I do need to let it out. Connor? Trevor? Ugh this is harder than I though it would be. I though I'd be able to move on without Kian being here. I guess not..

If I keep it in then its going to just build up inside of me. And over power me. I sigh to myself as we get out the car. Leaving our stuff in there

"Hey trevor can I talk to you whenever we get in the room? About the you know Kian situation" Trevor looks at me as I whisper that to him with a faintly smile and a nod

"Last night here. Then the search for Kian" I feel like he's back in LA.. I feel like he didnt go far. I don't know though

"Okay Jc what is it?" Trevor asks as we step outside

"With the whole Kian thing, uh what happen with me and him in the hotel room, is the reason why he left" Trevor's eyes go big with confusion

"Well" I start off "he kissed me. We rented a hotel room for like a night and got some drinks. He kissed me and no alcohol was in mine nor his blood. So I kissed back but quickly pushed him off and that made him feel I'm guessing hurt? I don't know" I felt a hot tear role down my cheek. Why?! I don't cry, especially over stuff like this

"Aw Jc" Trevor hugs me "wait so you kissed back as in you like him?" He asks holding my shoulders so that he's in front of me, I can't tell him! Of I couldn't tell Kian then I can't tell Trevor

"No. It was habit. Thats why I pushed him off quickly" I sigh as trevor wipes the tear streak away from my face. That was the total opposite. I loved Kians lips on mine.

Trevor nods "we will find him Jc. Won't give up until we do"

- 2 months later (sorry guys :(  )-

Still no sign of kian. The tour is over. And O2L is going down hill. There is no Saturday. Plus Connor has left. We are still continuing it its just harder

I haven't forgotten about Kian but I have moved on. Well moved back if you wanna say that cause im dating Lia again. That nonsense Kian told me, I didnt believe one bit. I confronted lia and she said she bad never and would never do that

I believed her. Right now I am in my room, laying on my bed. Its about 4 in the morning? I'm not tired and the boys are asleep

I close my eyes. Trying to see nothing but darkness, as I hear my door creek open

I open one eye and see no one but ute closed, I shrug it off but then I feel body weight on mine. I jump up but get pushed back down by Lia

"Jc I" she stuttered a lot. Her eyes were drowsy as she was feel all up on my chest "god your so hot" her words slur

"Are you drunk Lia?" I ask rolling my eyes and she nods laying her head on my chest

"Baby I love you, you know that right?" She looks up at me and I nod. She smiles and turns her head to the side. I saw a purplish spot on her neck

"Lia what the hell!" I yell scaring her. She automatically knows what I'm talking about and covers her neck "you know if you were out, getting drunk hooking with other guys get out" I yell pulling her off my chest and she nods

"Least they were better than you, you don't even kiss me the same. Like you've moved on" she rushes out. Maybe I have, but its like having a internet crush. I can't see him

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So next chapter is all going to be Kians POV! Cause y'all don't know where he is going yet so thank y'all for the views, comments and likes. It means a lot. I love yall !