"The results show that your tumors are decreasing in size with new treatment but they are still spreading. Surgery will help, we need to remove the two massive tumors and then there is this new treatment that may help if you are willing to take the risk. Haven at this point I personally think any risk is better then letting this defeat you!" -Doctor Anthony
I was in a state of shock! I didn't expect it to be what I would call good news! I may actual survive this if I really try. I felt a warm liquid pouring my face and knew it was tears of joy and sadness. I wasn't for sure which I felt more. I just knew I actual had another chance at life and I silently thank God for it! Me and him aren't so close but I do pray every now and then and thank him for the little miracles he performs. I just feel so lucky!
"Haven honey are you alright? This is good news dear! The best yet!" -mother
"Yes, I know! I'm happy, these are tears of joy I swear!" -Haven
"Well if you don't have any questions or needs I'm going to get paper work and make sure everything is taken care of for the new treatment and surgery. We will need you back here in 3 weeks for surgery and after you recover from it we will start the new treatment. Sound like a plan?!" Doctor Anthony
"Yes very so! Will keep in shape till then!" -Haven
After the Dr. Anthony left the rest of my family plus friends came in to see my mother and I. It seems like the other half of my family only come to see us when something bad happens! I understand they don't want us thinking they don't care but if our normal daily lives aren't good enough for them to spend time with us why bother showing up when we're dying or I'll or hurt?! Why act like you care? I keep most of my feelings inside! I try not to show them and just smile through the rest of the night! Harry and Naill and Louis came to see me along with Bethany, Caitlyn, Taylor, Alison, and Marine. Some of my close friends!
8:30 hit and visiting hours were over. Everyone left including dad and my 2 siblings. Just my mom and I were left alone in the dark hospital. No words were spoken for at least 30 minutes. My mother broke the silence, "honey I'm sorry for all the times we left you here by yourself. I know you felt alone and dis loved. We tried our best to make it here every day that we could! I know how you felt now. Helpless and alone, scared and wondering what's next? I promise I will be here for you now on! Every step of the way!" -mother
My eyes began pouring again, I tried to be as quiet as I could until I could get myself together! I knew it wasn't her fault, my cancer came out of no where and shocked us all. But it was still their position to be here when I needed them most! I did hold it against them but not anymore. I forgave my parents months ago.
"It's okay mom! I understand! I love you!"- Haven
"I love you too dear!"-mother
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FanfictionAngelique Haven Hilton discovers she has cancer at the age of 18. She recently moved to California with her family. . . not long after finding out she was sick she met the boy band One Direction! She wanted to live life to the fullest when finding o...
