What do I really want

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I go to bed that thinking about what Harry said, and the promise I made to him. I have fell so far from who I use to be I don't even know who I am anymore. I can not believe I let myself get this far. I remember back to when I use to laugh till I cried or my stomach started to ache. I use to smile until it hurt. And then not long after I started chemotherapy treatments I slowly fell into a depressed state not even realizing it. I then realize what I really want more then anything. To be happy again! It definitely took me a while to figure it out but I'm very thankful for Harry pointing it out to make me realize that I'm not he person I use to be and I'm not happy anymore. Hopefully that will change soon!

The next morning I woke up with pain in my leg and lower back! It was very excruciating. Im sure I have felt worse but that's with pain medication. I think I forgot to take mine last night, which was a terrible mistake! I called out for my father to come help me. Once we got it settled down I fell back asleep.

"Good after noon sunshine! Would like to get up now?" A female voice sweetly called out.

"Uhhh no." I roughly replied trying to roll over but a object was in the way. Wait why is there someone in my bed anyways?!

I then quickly open my eyes to see Harry and Liam in my bed! I jumped and they both laughed. I slap Harry since he was closer and then just lay back down.

"Love don't go back to bed. We want to take you somewhere." Laim says softly

"I'm just resting my eyes for while. Catch me at another time please." I say sarcastically. Harry did not think it was funny.

"Come on get up! You have a long half a day ahead of you Haven." Harry says annoyedly

"Well alright if you insists Harold!" I say sweetly

"We will be down stairs. Oh and Haven dress formal!" Harry says

Formal? Why? I slowly rise from bed and walk over to my master bathroom. I run my bath water while I brush my teeth. Once my bath is ready I cover my leg in plastic so I don't get it wet and carefully sit in my tub. It took about 30 minutes, possibly longer, I wasn't really counting. Once finished I dry completely off and and begin to look through my walk in closet to find something to wear. After about 15 minutes I finally decide.

 After about 15 minutes I finally decide

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I get dressed and curled my hair

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I get dressed and curled my hair. I look at Myself in the mirror and realize how terrible my face looks. I then start applying my make up. I apply neutral shades and dark Matt lip color. Once I completed my make up I walk down stairs to find my gold heels my mother borrowed from me a while back. Harry and the others are patiently waiting on the sofa. Everyone is dressed so nicely. I mentally thank myself for not going with the other choice I had originally planed on wearing. But where could be going dressed so formal?! I couldn't wrap my head around it.

"I'm all ready! Where are we going?!" I say nicely

"It's a sweet surprise! You will see when we get there but for now you have to wear a blind fold." Naill tells me and I then turn around as he places the blind fold over my eyes. Harry walk me safely to the car and we head on our way!

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