January 3rd, 2016
Carter and I ended up going back to my apartment last night, and we hooked up. I swear I was in heaven. That morning I asked her to be mine and she said yes.
I now sit here at my desk my writing this. I know I should be the happiest man in the world, but to be honest I'm not. I looked in the mirror today and found EVERY single thing that was wrong with me. I picked myself apart until I wanted to throw up. I've never been so ashamed to be in my body. Maybe I'm going insane...
Harryx
